Yesterday evening I got a date with the hard to see girl. Both of us were tired. On my side, I wouldn't have been pissed if she did cancel so much I was tired. I could have go to sleep at 10PM. I took a guarana supplement pill before leaving my place to make sure that I wouldn't sleep in her face and that I would have the energy to do something in case that it could happen. It did work. I did retrieve my alertness. It is not something that I want to do often but once in a while, I give myself the permission to take some for special occasions.
On her side, after we met, she did confess that she thought about cancelling but she knew that she was on spot and doing that could have mean that she would have lost me.
I did set the meeting spot. 5 mins away from my place. She had to drive 30 mins. I'm a big fan of the commitment and consistency principle. I love to have my girls invest more for seeing me than me doing it.
If I make an honest assessment of my date. It has been a tough one. In the sense that she did test me a lot. It hasn't been tough for me. I felt that it was easy for me to remain unaffected. Actually, I did enjoy her small attitude...
It wasn't a #metoo friendly date. I was initiating intimate touching and she was resisting and saying no but I knew that it was only token resistance and that she did really enjoyed that I was acting as a man.
but she was really tired and she said.. Well, logistic is bad for doing something more tonight. I have to go pick up my kid at 7am tomorrow morning.
Again, I was totally unaffected and absolutly not attached to any outcome. In fact, she is the one who did invest the most in coming see me. This attitude did probably spike even more her attraction.
I told her goodbye. I left and she did text me 2 hours later around 1:30AM in the morning to tell me that she was very horny and was wondering if I would accept if she did invite me to come at her place...
I said no thank too late... You had your chance when we were together. If you did invited me when we were together. I would have say yes. Now, I'm about to go to bed....
Not even sure if the last question was still a test. She test a lot... I start to enjoy women a lot... Each one plays a game with men. A different one each... When you are able to see through and enjoy them for what they are... This is very fun...
When you know how to play well with them simply by being alpha. You become a challenge. You are a guy that they aren't able to make him do any type of crazy shit by simply just danging some piece of pussy in front of you.
I'm 100% confident that my attitude with the girl has just made her attraction to me even bigger.
On a different note, I took an appointment to receive a P-Shot on Monday. It is not a cheap thing. If you want to know what it is, just google it but I am just going to say that this is a treatment given by urologists. It is very safe. It last 5 minutes and you could have sex right after leaving the doctor office. There is no known risk to the treatment and its purpose is to rejuvenate the penis to make it 20 years younger overnight. There is no guarantee about that but the treatment is also known to enlarge penises.
I don't think that I needed that but given that I'm about to start SM. I want to send a strong signal to my subliminal mind by putting my wallet to where my intent is to let him know that this summer we are going to have a lot of sex.
On her side, after we met, she did confess that she thought about cancelling but she knew that she was on spot and doing that could have mean that she would have lost me.
I did set the meeting spot. 5 mins away from my place. She had to drive 30 mins. I'm a big fan of the commitment and consistency principle. I love to have my girls invest more for seeing me than me doing it.
If I make an honest assessment of my date. It has been a tough one. In the sense that she did test me a lot. It hasn't been tough for me. I felt that it was easy for me to remain unaffected. Actually, I did enjoy her small attitude...
It wasn't a #metoo friendly date. I was initiating intimate touching and she was resisting and saying no but I knew that it was only token resistance and that she did really enjoyed that I was acting as a man.
but she was really tired and she said.. Well, logistic is bad for doing something more tonight. I have to go pick up my kid at 7am tomorrow morning.
Again, I was totally unaffected and absolutly not attached to any outcome. In fact, she is the one who did invest the most in coming see me. This attitude did probably spike even more her attraction.
I told her goodbye. I left and she did text me 2 hours later around 1:30AM in the morning to tell me that she was very horny and was wondering if I would accept if she did invite me to come at her place...
I said no thank too late... You had your chance when we were together. If you did invited me when we were together. I would have say yes. Now, I'm about to go to bed....
Not even sure if the last question was still a test. She test a lot... I start to enjoy women a lot... Each one plays a game with men. A different one each... When you are able to see through and enjoy them for what they are... This is very fun...
When you know how to play well with them simply by being alpha. You become a challenge. You are a guy that they aren't able to make him do any type of crazy shit by simply just danging some piece of pussy in front of you.
I'm 100% confident that my attitude with the girl has just made her attraction to me even bigger.
On a different note, I took an appointment to receive a P-Shot on Monday. It is not a cheap thing. If you want to know what it is, just google it but I am just going to say that this is a treatment given by urologists. It is very safe. It last 5 minutes and you could have sex right after leaving the doctor office. There is no known risk to the treatment and its purpose is to rejuvenate the penis to make it 20 years younger overnight. There is no guarantee about that but the treatment is also known to enlarge penises.
I don't think that I needed that but given that I'm about to start SM. I want to send a strong signal to my subliminal mind by putting my wallet to where my intent is to let him know that this summer we are going to have a lot of sex.
