Yes, Infinite, thanks for the input. It is abuse, even if it's from my mom. I'm no victim to her, and I am staying away. Only I can stop this, and I am.
I came back to share something I realized today. Last Saturday, I stayed at my mom's, and I'd downloaded the LTU5 ultrasonic file onto my phone. I listened that night on ultrasonic, a first for me. I normally use hybrid FLAC trickling stream. But my dissatisfaction with the reality of the situation grew on me that next morning, and I left while she was sleeping.
I'd been reading about how ultrasonic usually has a harder push than masked, as masked's message is softer to the subconscious. I used ultrasonic last night, and that unease about my mom's choices sat with me this morning, so I wrote about it. I'm saying ultrasonic is pushing me more to care for myself, which I'm taking advantage of right now. I turned LTU on while driving home, and I'm running it now on my PC, both ultrasonic.
I'm grateful I have this option. Should I put it into high gear or low gear? I'm doing high gear now. I'll take the extra push and use it to my advantage.
I came back to share something I realized today. Last Saturday, I stayed at my mom's, and I'd downloaded the LTU5 ultrasonic file onto my phone. I listened that night on ultrasonic, a first for me. I normally use hybrid FLAC trickling stream. But my dissatisfaction with the reality of the situation grew on me that next morning, and I left while she was sleeping.
I'd been reading about how ultrasonic usually has a harder push than masked, as masked's message is softer to the subconscious. I used ultrasonic last night, and that unease about my mom's choices sat with me this morning, so I wrote about it. I'm saying ultrasonic is pushing me more to care for myself, which I'm taking advantage of right now. I turned LTU on while driving home, and I'm running it now on my PC, both ultrasonic.
I'm grateful I have this option. Should I put it into high gear or low gear? I'm doing high gear now. I'll take the extra push and use it to my advantage.
I want to be FREE!
