05-08-2019, 06:07 AM
(05-08-2019, 05:55 AM)Z-Man Wrote: I woke up happy and appreciative of life. I am getting less fearful and don't put up with any BS anymore. I stop playing the victim and take responsible for my life. I know I am healing everyday.
Day 22, I had a dream, of ex-girlfriend I didn't recognize her. She said are you looking for me and I said why would I do that for. I don't want to be in a unhealthy relationship. I guess I really let her go. The healing must be working on releasing the past. I was ok in the dream I didn't feel hurt or anything. I just had a peace about me. I notice I am more happy and joyful everyday. So days I am tired but I thing it is part of the healing process to take care of me. I do through but I don't stay there and beat myself up anymore E3 is really working on me. I look forward to each day and I have a positive aspect on life.
Excellent progress, congratulations.
