Findingme's LTU5 Journal

[findingme]

I'm unsure or scared or both, but how might I change my mentality, this victim mindedness from being normal?

I've always leaned on others to give me answers, but I'm seeing this pointed towards me. I'm feeling and wanting some growth, for the uncomfortableness is growing inside.

Plus, my normal thinking is to really doubt myself. Like really loudly doubt myself inside. Is the only way out by believing in myself? I've hidden out out in fear a long time.

Listening to loops presently. This has to go deeper than putting on another mask.