05-01-2019, 07:35 AM
(05-01-2019, 02:22 AM)Shawn Wrote:(04-30-2019, 01:04 PM)Shannon Wrote: Both the Magnus Engine and Fear Removal Module are SOPS (Self Optimizing Polymorphic Scripting). They do adjust to you. But the key here is, they don't back down just because something isn't fun. You have something somewhere in there that scares the hell out of you, and this program is trying to get you past that hurdle. The responses you describe are all based on fear and/or resistance. The fact is, you have to run the program enough to get the benefit of the "make it as easy as possible" program in FRM. Run too little, and it can't make it as easy as possible.
You say you stonewalled ultrasonic, hybrid caused even more resistance, and masked causes these results. What this tells me is that whatever the issue is, is from when you were very young. It is something that you have based a LOT of your self and your beliefs on. Changing it represents a very big deal for you, but if you are reacting this way, you will never achieve the true potential you have for being successful unless you do overcome that fear.
The feeling trapped in state is not going to be something that the program does, because the state shifting the program generates is always aimed at helping the program achieve it's goals. How is it achieving it's goals if you can't sleep? That strongly suggests subconscious self sabotage as an escape mechanism.
Out of the things you have described, I suggest to you that the ultrasonic format is the best one for you. How have you tried to use that one? How long, how many loops, etc.
I meant I stonewalled previous subs with US and sometimes hybrid after longer usage. This one I only tried with masked track because that's what I got most best results with in the past. I can try ultrasonic but I need to gains some energy back first, even if I don't believe US would do that much because in the past I didn't really get something out of US tracks. They just made me more awake (even with 3G/4G). The other idea I had was running USLM3 with the goal of identifying the problem behind that symptoms as v3 did work on my on low loops. In this case I could at least identify the problem and maybe even do something consciously to help to solve it.
I don't know what happened when I was young that might caused that, I had some thoughts but they don't necessary make sense. But a big part of my upbringing was fear based so I wouldn't be surprised if a part of my personality has fear as its foundation. And in this case removing fear would be almost like some way of suicide.
Howerver, thanks for your support.
If all you have ever known was fear, them removing the fear requires you to re-evaluate and recreate all of your beliefs from the ground up. It's not suicide at all, it's an irrational and afraid part of yourself not comprehending that it can become something completely different and still exist and be even safer, healthier and happier than before.
Fear is a response that tends to self generate and re-generate because fear results in thinking and beliefs that lead to more fear. So your response makes perfect sense if all you've ever known is fear. You have come to believe that you ARE that fear, when in fact the fear is no more "you" than everything else that you experience, without actually being. It is this misunderstanding that generates the fear of death, because in that case change away from fear seems to threaten you with "no identity", which is unknown and incomprehensible and therefore equated with the only other thing that is unknown and incomprehensible - death. The truth is, you have an identity based on what you believe, and your identity automatically and naturally adjusts when you change what you believe. There is no "death" or "threat". It's impossible for you to "lose your identity" by changing your beliefs, and there is no way that "changing your beliefs" can result in any part of you dying unless your beliefs directly dictate self destruction. Nothing in any of my subliminals is even negative, never mind dictating destruction, and especially not self destruction!
In fact you are changing your beliefs all the time, at the conscious level, which is how and why conscious understanding and desires can and do eventually change to differ from subconscious understanding and desires. If you did not have this very difference between conscious and subconscious understanding and desires, you would not be attempting at a conscious level to make any changes, in fact, which only goes to prove what I am saying is true.
So you are reacting very negatively to USLM4 because it works, and the configuration you are using is basically going straight to the most core and fearful part of you immediately (masked format), which triggers the most fear and is at the same time the least powerful way to introduce the instruction set, meaning the fear has overridden the script's ability to deal with it because the usage format is not strong enough. That is precisely why we have masked, ultrasonic and hybrid formats.
Furthermore, USLM4 is a HUGE jump in power and ability from USLM3, and that is why it has such an odd ASRB2. You can't assume that just because masked format was best in the past, that it will still be the best choice for you! You have to try things until you find what works best for you. So go try ultrasonic format at a moderate volume and see how that works for you.
Also, I strongly recommend that you try to play the loops starting at least an hour after you fall asleep.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!