Some Kind of Journal - Random Thoughts

[Shawn]

I had a strange experience with USLMv4. First day was ok so far but already at the second day while doing the first loop I started getting headache and got such a pressure in my head that I had to stop it. After about half an hour it got better and a bit later I continued the loop but stopped there because it was enough that day. I already wanted to stop using the sub there because it felt too strong and overwhelming but after seven days I decided to give it another try. After about 20 minutes listening to the first loop I started to feel uncomfortable and had some pressure in my head, after about 26 minutes I had to stop it becomes I started sweating, felt panic and in my head I had a feeling like I would either pass out or get a seizure and it didn't want to stop first until I deleted my USLM goals and set as goal to stop it. Then I started to feel better but I still notice some pressure in my head about 24 hours later. I don't know what to say or why it happened but it wasn't simple resistance, it was completely overwhelming psychologically as well as physically. I just hope it will pass soon and hopefully it's not too bad that I wasn't able to finish the loop. But the sub is too much for me to being able to use it I can't even imagine how it would be with even more progressed sub technology.