04-24-2019, 01:22 AM
(04-23-2019, 01:40 PM)Zane Wrote: As long as I can remember, I have always felt like a stranger on this planet. I found it hard to express myself and was worried that I had to impress everyone to fit in this world.
I tried so hard to fit in but it was as if the reality I was living in wasn't ment for me. It was too cruel and harsh on me. It hurt me and damaged me so much.
I have been punished for things in my childhood to which I wasn't even remotely connected. Even if I told them the truth I was considered a liar. Injustice, bullying by students/teachers everywhere..
But after being on USLM for about 6 months, I have been slowly slipping into a different reality.
A reality which I always wanted to live in.. A reality that I can call "Home", for the first time in my life I feel as if I am home.
Just like when you are at home and you feel comfortable without thinking what any member of your family is thinking about.. Its just like that.
I have searched for this place/reality/home for soo loong. I am finally here after all these years.
I just wanna lock myself in this reality for a long time and relax.. As the last 17 years has just been full of suffering and agony.
This time, I feel as if universe/creator is with me and now I can just relax and have a peace of mind and not worry about anything..Just the type of feeling when you are home..
I know this is just the beginning I plan on running USLM3 for another 6-12 months.
This subliminal is a miracle.
Everyday I am becoming more and more me.
This is probably the most powerful testimonial I’ve read on the forum through the years. It give me hope to get to the same place one day. Thanks for sharing.
