04-23-2019, 01:40 PM
As long as I can remember, I have always felt like a stranger on this planet. I found it hard to express myself and was worried that I had to impress everyone to fit in this world.
I tried so hard to fit in but it was as if the reality I was living in wasn't ment for me. It was too cruel and harsh on me. It hurt me and damaged me so much.
I have been punished for things in my childhood to which I wasn't even remotely connected. Even if I told them the truth I was considered a liar. Injustice, bullying by students/teachers everywhere..
But after being on USLM for about 6 months, I have been slowly slipping into a different reality.
A reality which I always wanted to live in.. A reality that I can call "Home", for the first time in my life I feel as if I am home.
Just like when you are at home and you feel comfortable without thinking what any member of your family is thinking about.. Its just like that.
I have searched for this place/reality/home for soo loong. I am finally here after all these years.
I just wanna lock myself in this reality for a long time and relax.. As the last 17 years has just been full of suffering and agony.
This time, I feel as if universe/creator is with me and now I can just relax and have a peace of mind and not worry about anything..Just the type of feeling when you are home..
I know this is just the beginning I plan on running USLM3 for another 6-12 months.
This subliminal is a miracle.
Everyday I am becoming more and more me.
I tried so hard to fit in but it was as if the reality I was living in wasn't ment for me. It was too cruel and harsh on me. It hurt me and damaged me so much.
I have been punished for things in my childhood to which I wasn't even remotely connected. Even if I told them the truth I was considered a liar. Injustice, bullying by students/teachers everywhere..
But after being on USLM for about 6 months, I have been slowly slipping into a different reality.
A reality which I always wanted to live in.. A reality that I can call "Home", for the first time in my life I feel as if I am home.
Just like when you are at home and you feel comfortable without thinking what any member of your family is thinking about.. Its just like that.
I have searched for this place/reality/home for soo loong. I am finally here after all these years.
I just wanna lock myself in this reality for a long time and relax.. As the last 17 years has just been full of suffering and agony.
This time, I feel as if universe/creator is with me and now I can just relax and have a peace of mind and not worry about anything..Just the type of feeling when you are home..
I know this is just the beginning I plan on running USLM3 for another 6-12 months.
This subliminal is a miracle.
Everyday I am becoming more and more me.
