A couple of things happened tonight. First, I had been thinking of trying intermittent fasting for a while now. Tonight, it was just the time to start. I didn’t plan on it when I went to work, it just hit me before I ate anything that that’s what I should do. So far I actually feel really good, and I won’t take any calories until dinner tomorrow making 24 hours. That seems to be how this one works. A change I want to make kind of percolates for a while and then it just becomes time. Then it seems like the most natural thing in the world.
Second, as soon as my loops for tonight ended, I suddenly felt really powerful, and was thinking very clearly. I am getting back to being me. By that, I’m thinking I mean me at about nineteen. But not only that, a better version of that me, one who didn’t have the burdens of a messed up childhood holding him back. I’m becoming the guy I should be and should have been all along. This feels great.
The powerful feeling came on in an instant, and with it I changed (hard to describe) but my voice became lower among other changes. I know that I’m going to get what I want out of life now, and that things are going to end up better than OK. The thing with my wife seems almost trivial. One way or the other, she will stop treating me that way and it will happen now so I can move on to better concerns.
Also, I am very aware of my energy field tonight. I felt it expanding when I was thinking about one of my goals when the loops were running, and it started doing something I cant quite put my finger on when that shift happened.
Second, as soon as my loops for tonight ended, I suddenly felt really powerful, and was thinking very clearly. I am getting back to being me. By that, I’m thinking I mean me at about nineteen. But not only that, a better version of that me, one who didn’t have the burdens of a messed up childhood holding him back. I’m becoming the guy I should be and should have been all along. This feels great.
The powerful feeling came on in an instant, and with it I changed (hard to describe) but my voice became lower among other changes. I know that I’m going to get what I want out of life now, and that things are going to end up better than OK. The thing with my wife seems almost trivial. One way or the other, she will stop treating me that way and it will happen now so I can move on to better concerns.
Also, I am very aware of my energy field tonight. I felt it expanding when I was thinking about one of my goals when the loops were running, and it started doing something I cant quite put my finger on when that shift happened.
