04-14-2019, 02:07 PM
So I messed with the volume again. This time I basically used my intuition to set it. I pretty much twisted the volume control until it felt right. Definitely a different experience as far as processing goes. It's like it hit me in my core, it seems lower volume has a much larger impact on me.
Today I felt a bit paralyzed. It was like this nonstop wave of fear that froze me from doing much. I wanted to work on music some more, but instead I took some time to sit with the feelings. I can't consciously say what it is, it's just a very physical sensation. But it feels like it's going into that very deep part of my mind based on instincts and conditioned responses so I'll see how this turns out.
Today I felt a bit paralyzed. It was like this nonstop wave of fear that froze me from doing much. I wanted to work on music some more, but instead I took some time to sit with the feelings. I can't consciously say what it is, it's just a very physical sensation. But it feels like it's going into that very deep part of my mind based on instincts and conditioned responses so I'll see how this turns out.
INFP
