04-14-2019, 08:13 AM
No problem. It's definitely a balancing act. To keep pushing towards success, but not using it as a means of validation. I tend to oscillate between going all out and burning myself and being too detached. Learning to integrate this emotional healing, but at the same time not having it interfere with what needs to be done has been difficult. But I find there's always something that can be done. Interestingly enough I've found it's not the work that gets tiring, it's the conditions attached to it. That fear of potential failure that gets the stress levels rising. Eliminating that conditioning should open up a new perspective on things. It's funny how the things we perceive as hard are really just our emotional reaction to them.
INFP
