04-13-2019, 08:17 AM
Thanks for your replies Fellas.
I’m just on the clock for work, I need results soon or I’m going to have to resign. I really liked my job when I was performing., make good money and work with friends and my best friend. My bf keeps telling me too that a job isn’t worth my mental well-being. I’ll feel like a total failure.
Regarding the weed, I didn’t necessarily make me smarter but it made me creative. Because of this I was witty and with it along with relieving me of my inhibitions. I’ve gone from the guy that can work a room to the guy that tried to be that same guy but the skills not there. It’s hell.
I have to try all sorts of remedies, Time is of the essence and I need to and a play. Otherwise idk what life’s going to unfold.
Weird thing is, with this NSI I feel better, suicideds not on my mind like it was. I feel as if it is working, subtly. I just don’t have much time. I believe in the NSI and the sub, but unfortunate I don’t think the results are on the same agenda I have.
Works a shark tank rn and I feel like a mino. I was a hammerhead swimming w the great whites, holding my own, evolving on the right trajectory. I didn’t give a eff either, I felt like an alpha and was carrying myself like one. Now I’m a different dude and it’s noticeable.
I’m just on the clock for work, I need results soon or I’m going to have to resign. I really liked my job when I was performing., make good money and work with friends and my best friend. My bf keeps telling me too that a job isn’t worth my mental well-being. I’ll feel like a total failure.
Regarding the weed, I didn’t necessarily make me smarter but it made me creative. Because of this I was witty and with it along with relieving me of my inhibitions. I’ve gone from the guy that can work a room to the guy that tried to be that same guy but the skills not there. It’s hell.
I have to try all sorts of remedies, Time is of the essence and I need to and a play. Otherwise idk what life’s going to unfold.
Weird thing is, with this NSI I feel better, suicideds not on my mind like it was. I feel as if it is working, subtly. I just don’t have much time. I believe in the NSI and the sub, but unfortunate I don’t think the results are on the same agenda I have.
Works a shark tank rn and I feel like a mino. I was a hammerhead swimming w the great whites, holding my own, evolving on the right trajectory. I didn’t give a eff either, I felt like an alpha and was carrying myself like one. Now I’m a different dude and it’s noticeable.
