04-12-2019, 01:38 PM
Thanks Shannon. I'm very tired lately. I think it's because I'm fighting with parts of myself that don't want to dive into these emotions that need to be healed. But I've been pushing on, really exhausted because I mistakenly assumed if I let these emotions in they would dictate my actions. I've been trying to fight how I'm feeling instead of letting it be and making conscious decisions to keep moving forward with my goals. The irony being the more I pushed this stuff away, the more control I thought i had over myself. But it's just the opposite.
It feels like venturing into a hole that I might not make it out of or a storm. I see it, but I don't see the way out through it and that's what scares me. If I get stuck there. I recognize thats just the fear talking and that what I want lies on that otherside.
It feels like venturing into a hole that I might not make it out of or a storm. I see it, but I don't see the way out through it and that's what scares me. If I get stuck there. I recognize thats just the fear talking and that what I want lies on that otherside.
INFP
