I'm going to jump to a totally different topic. Cycle 6 is completed. I will start my 3 days break tonight.
Since I was doing a DMSI experiment for only 3 months and that means that I only have 2 more cycle to perform. (Actually, I might have miscount the cycles somewhere as I should end up doing 9 cycles for a total of 90 days....)
I can already start to summarize my impression of my DMSI usage.
Like my first DMSI run in summer 2017, Exactly after about 1 month of usage, I got a stunning success... Now it seems that as soon as I touch the goal, I unconsciously back off from it... That must be fear driven... I cannot think about any other explanation... In this journal, you can see it somewhere. A friday morning 2 weeks ago when I had something like 3 solid female leads chasing me... I said to myself something along the line: Wow it is too much...
And since then... I fallback to regular pre-DMSI state...
Since I was doing a DMSI experiment for only 3 months and that means that I only have 2 more cycle to perform. (Actually, I might have miscount the cycles somewhere as I should end up doing 9 cycles for a total of 90 days....)
I can already start to summarize my impression of my DMSI usage.
Like my first DMSI run in summer 2017, Exactly after about 1 month of usage, I got a stunning success... Now it seems that as soon as I touch the goal, I unconsciously back off from it... That must be fear driven... I cannot think about any other explanation... In this journal, you can see it somewhere. A friday morning 2 weeks ago when I had something like 3 solid female leads chasing me... I said to myself something along the line: Wow it is too much...
And since then... I fallback to regular pre-DMSI state...
