04-11-2019, 07:37 PM
(04-11-2019, 06:11 AM)Shannon Wrote: Let me explain something to you about "placebo".
Placebo is when your conscious mind convinces your subconscious mind to cooperate in the short term, but does not do so in a manner that is permanent.
You said you think maybe your first reaction was placebo. Well, how would you know what is going on, when you're doing so many things all at once? One of the things that causes people issues is trying to use too many methods to accomplish a single goal at the same time. In many cases, this results in those methods interfering with one another and accomplishing jack squat. Plus, if one happens to work, how do you know which one it was?
In my experience, my subliminals are too powerful to suffer from placebo effect. The most likely thing you're experiencing is that you have two or more parts of yourself that are in conflict, and one or more of them is trying to resist LTU5/whatever else you're doing. It's not designed to work overnight. It's doing a whopping huge amount all at once, and the change is, while rapid relatively, going to take time. Especially when you're coming from a place like that.
Also keep in mind that LTU5 is a process and a journey, and despite my best efforts, it's not a painless one yet. There will be times on this journey where you have your ups and downs. That's normal. But you can't arrive at the destination if you stop making that journey.
I'd like you to start asking "Why?" Why do you feel the way you do? Why do you respond the way you do? Why do you choose what you do? Why would a part of you try to resist LTU5? Why until you have worked your way back to an answer that tells you what your core issue(s) are. Once you understand that, you can start working on them directly at a conscious level, which will be helpful to accomplishing your goals faster.
And finally, are you under professional psychiatric care? You should be, if you're not.
Yeah, I’m seeing a psychiatrist and he had me on 3 medications and wanted to put me on a stimulant too. I honestly had no improvement in mood whatsoever while on the ADs. The only time I started to feel improvement was when I started to use the tDCS. This was right around the time Zane advised me to move off of MLS 5.5 to LTU 5.5 bc of the success he was having on USLM.
My mood was up and down, but at least I had started to feel better with the tDCS. Right after I moved to LTU is when I came across NSI 189 and Interactive Metronome which I started today. The reason I was even using MLS was to get smarter, the whole reason I’m depressed.
Long story short, today my mood was good. I feel like I’m on to something, I have stopped taking the ADs completely. I just need my mind to become quicker and my memory to improve, if I can do that I’ll trulu be happy. I have a great job, but rn I’m struggling bc of my cognitive issues and dk if I can maintain.
I’m also thinking about playing football again to help with this ordeal, it’ll help me build my confidence back up. I’m very self loathing now, which I’m ashamed of. But I’m trying everything I can to make myself better. I just sucks when you don’t get results, I’m desperate bc unless I get quick results, I will continue to struggle at my job what I was once good at. Football is just for fun.
