LTU 5

[DarthXedonias]

Had an epic scale dream last night. I had travelled to another planet as part of a new life style  project. Everything was a lot more organised and clinical there, which seemed a bit unfamiliar. I slightly regretted not spending more time saying goodbye to the people from my old life, but was committed to the new world and there was no going back.

On another note, it's been 36 hours since that awkward conversation with my gf and she's still crying. We've talked about it twice more and I thought that we had pretty much resolved it. But, she's crying again this morning before work. FFS. This is why I never used to say anything. However, I am committed to constructively asserting myself. If she can't cope, then that will be that.

Honestly, those are probably some really good signs of things improving. The dream is pretty obvious but the way your not kowtowing to your girlfriend when she puts on the water works is probably a good sign as well. Changing subs might have been the best thing for you since I remember on DMSI you still seemed to be afraid of how your decisions might affect her whereas now your more concerned with constructively asserting yourself and building yourself up. Hope you get more results as you continue using the sub.