04-06-2019, 03:52 AM
I find myself struggling right now to choose the next sub. I was aiming for USLM but I find myself thinking a lot about E3 recently. But I also considered to run MHS, DMSI 3.3 (NOT 3.3.1) or AM6. The truth is that running 3.3.1 left me in a not good place and I still have trouble sleeping, mostly in terms of not being able to sleep long enough, I still feel tired most of the time and I am struggling a lot with being able to "get it up" since I run that sub. So I think E3 would be a good option because it would help to heal everything and maybe I would be able to sleep better (right now SR helps here to some degree), too. MHS would be a good choice to being able to recover physically. And I thought about DMSI 3.3 because I never ran it and people seemed to have better results and maybe it could help somehow to heal my loss of manly power. AM6 was just considered because it was the most successful sub for me and I am missing some of the effects.
I have been also thinking about DMSI at all which seems to exhaust me more and more with every version. The last version I could run in long term and which gave me some good effects outside of the women area was 3.1. In terms of women I only noticed at begin some good things but they disappeared later. But saying that at the end when I experimented with off days I had better results even if 3.1 wasn't able to break through. 3.2 was where the wall started and also my struggling. What the wall tries to do with all the anti-escape modules is to give the user no choice but to execute. But it looks like as long the fear is strong enough there is no way to execute this way and for stubborn personalities that may be another reason to resist even more. I wonder how a version without the escape preventing would work. Maybe people would be escaping at the begin but at the same time they would be maybe able to run it long enough to dissolve the fear and succeed instead of becoming exhausted and stopping using the sub. I was also thinking about my problem when I tried to have sex with the woman I visited and it didn't work. I was born in a conservative country and some people had really bad opinions about women who want sex. And while I am not aware of having this particular belief I wonder if a belief like woman who want sex are wh**** could be used by SC for sabotage while the anti-hooker module is in place and therefore cause my problems. I am not saying this is all happening or it's definitely the reason, I am just mentioning different thoughts and considerations I had about the topic. I just would like to succeed but the pushing through method with no escape doesn't seem to work so far for me. That's all for now.
I have been also thinking about DMSI at all which seems to exhaust me more and more with every version. The last version I could run in long term and which gave me some good effects outside of the women area was 3.1. In terms of women I only noticed at begin some good things but they disappeared later. But saying that at the end when I experimented with off days I had better results even if 3.1 wasn't able to break through. 3.2 was where the wall started and also my struggling. What the wall tries to do with all the anti-escape modules is to give the user no choice but to execute. But it looks like as long the fear is strong enough there is no way to execute this way and for stubborn personalities that may be another reason to resist even more. I wonder how a version without the escape preventing would work. Maybe people would be escaping at the begin but at the same time they would be maybe able to run it long enough to dissolve the fear and succeed instead of becoming exhausted and stopping using the sub. I was also thinking about my problem when I tried to have sex with the woman I visited and it didn't work. I was born in a conservative country and some people had really bad opinions about women who want sex. And while I am not aware of having this particular belief I wonder if a belief like woman who want sex are wh**** could be used by SC for sabotage while the anti-hooker module is in place and therefore cause my problems. I am not saying this is all happening or it's definitely the reason, I am just mentioning different thoughts and considerations I had about the topic. I just would like to succeed but the pushing through method with no escape doesn't seem to work so far for me. That's all for now.
In theory, theory and practice are the same. In practice, they are not.
