The break is over. I will be starting cycle #6 tonight when I go to bed.
One thing that I have realized today while I was at the gym this afternoon. My sexual preferences are changing.
There was 2 girls in the class. One had a perfect ass and body and the other one had more curves. A bigger butt and less baby face than the first one. but at some point, girl #2, she did say something to me while looking at me in the eyes... I felt something... I kinda felt like she was more sexual than the cuter one... wilder... bigger libido... and despite being less perfect than the first girl... I kinda saw this girl as more interesting... more exciting... more arousing... I kept bantering with her... We 'accidentaly' bumped into each other and I felt the soft skin of her arm against mine...
I did talk a bit more with her to find out that she is a stewardess... I'm deducing from that, that she is adventurous... so this made her even more interesting to me...
No idea if it is me who is changing or if DMSI has something to do with that change but it seems like I'm now more attracted to the fun potential of a woman more than just her physical appearance... To me, this is an improvement in my beliefs...that could present more and better fun opportunities with the opposite gender members...
One thing that I have realized today while I was at the gym this afternoon. My sexual preferences are changing.
There was 2 girls in the class. One had a perfect ass and body and the other one had more curves. A bigger butt and less baby face than the first one. but at some point, girl #2, she did say something to me while looking at me in the eyes... I felt something... I kinda felt like she was more sexual than the cuter one... wilder... bigger libido... and despite being less perfect than the first girl... I kinda saw this girl as more interesting... more exciting... more arousing... I kept bantering with her... We 'accidentaly' bumped into each other and I felt the soft skin of her arm against mine...
I did talk a bit more with her to find out that she is a stewardess... I'm deducing from that, that she is adventurous... so this made her even more interesting to me...
No idea if it is me who is changing or if DMSI has something to do with that change but it seems like I'm now more attracted to the fun potential of a woman more than just her physical appearance... To me, this is an improvement in my beliefs...that could present more and better fun opportunities with the opposite gender members...
