03-28-2019, 01:49 PM
Feels like there are certain aspects to LTU I really resist. Most notably the self esteem and self worth stuff. Confidence has gotten a little better, discipline and follow through on projects, but when it comes to treating myself better? I noticed a very strong sensation of resistance. I'm only noticing this now. I think for me my self worth has been so bottom of the barrel all my life, when I'm shown kindness I immediately reject it. It's odd but when I start to feel that programming kicking in to generate self worth my mind goes "this isn't right, you're not supposed to feel this way". Fear of the unknown? Either way, I think I've identified the sticking point I've had over the past few weeks.
INFP
