So I've been trying to analyze what's working and what's not, I feel like FRM is working as I genuinely don't feel fear of any kind with the situations dmsi would likely cause, I feel centred and focused most of the time. Maybe tired every now and then. But the sub has put me in a sharpened state of mind and I feel I've been here for the past 5/6 weeks.
What isn't working is the becoming sexually irresistible part, I haven't felt the aura and I've had 0 interest, even when I'm surrounded by women I find attractive I haven't even felt a kick of the aura or noticed an ioi. I can't say the snipers have done anything yet. This reminds me of one of the older versions where A side felt like it got you ready and then for me tuning into B side caused the external effects to kick in, I feel if this was an A side B side scenario I would have switched to side B over a month ago.
If as Shannon put it the sub fires you up like a racecar that's held in place by a rubber band and I think he said FRM was the thing that removed the rubber band so you can get forward momentum instead of wheelspinning on the spot. In this case I feel like whatever the rubber band is perhaps way beyond what is needed to execute. What I mean is, instead of going ahead and cutting the rubber band it's like FRM is instead trying to chip away at the concrete pillar which the rubber band is attached.
Basically what I'm trying to say is I have no idea what FRM is working on but it feels like it's irrelevant to the goal of the sub, I've tasted the success of DMSI I've been there before, but I don't know what it has to eradicate to let me experience that again.
Is FRM preventing execution until it's process is finished?
And on the subject of fear I feel more fearless in general, I have terrible arachnophobia but just yesterday I went over to quite a large spider for my part of the world, picked it up and walked it out of my bedroom and placed it gently in the garden, this is not something I've ever managed before, they would freak me out too much and I'd trap them in a glass and get someone else to remove them
What isn't working is the becoming sexually irresistible part, I haven't felt the aura and I've had 0 interest, even when I'm surrounded by women I find attractive I haven't even felt a kick of the aura or noticed an ioi. I can't say the snipers have done anything yet. This reminds me of one of the older versions where A side felt like it got you ready and then for me tuning into B side caused the external effects to kick in, I feel if this was an A side B side scenario I would have switched to side B over a month ago.
If as Shannon put it the sub fires you up like a racecar that's held in place by a rubber band and I think he said FRM was the thing that removed the rubber band so you can get forward momentum instead of wheelspinning on the spot. In this case I feel like whatever the rubber band is perhaps way beyond what is needed to execute. What I mean is, instead of going ahead and cutting the rubber band it's like FRM is instead trying to chip away at the concrete pillar which the rubber band is attached.
Basically what I'm trying to say is I have no idea what FRM is working on but it feels like it's irrelevant to the goal of the sub, I've tasted the success of DMSI I've been there before, but I don't know what it has to eradicate to let me experience that again.
Is FRM preventing execution until it's process is finished?
And on the subject of fear I feel more fearless in general, I have terrible arachnophobia but just yesterday I went over to quite a large spider for my part of the world, picked it up and walked it out of my bedroom and placed it gently in the garden, this is not something I've ever managed before, they would freak me out too much and I'd trap them in a glass and get someone else to remove them
