I am torn between buying E3 or LTU 5.0. I initially had decided for E3 but as I saw that the auric shield wasn't going to be in E3, my inclination toward LTU 5.0 have begun to rise. I read through LTU 5.0 and I must say that I really like what I read. I have asked a question to Shannon in his journal about it so we'll see what he say. What I am concerned with is that LTU 5.0 will focus more on other stuff than healing and because of that make my healing suffer (which I am really in need of right now). But I guess Shannon have thought about that, but I still had to ask.
What I need is help to heal and to feel grounded again. To be able to be present without feeling the constant turmoil inside that have been tormenting me for the last 3 years, triggered by a bad drug experience (this is my hypothesis of when it started). But in some way, I don't know if it's TID from E3/LTU that is working, but the latest week I have made huge improvements on my overall mood and relaxation levels. This morning I felt healing going on inside of my and tension being worked on, far more effect than I experienced from E2. So I don't know if it's E2 blooming after my break (which was just about 1 month ago) or TID from the other programs, or the healing was aided by that I did some ketamine this weekend on a party and later going out. I felt soooo relaxed in my body, and I felt like I was able to reprogram my brain from all the fear I have been going around feeling all the time. It was really amazing. Walking home in the morning I felt better than I can remember feeling in a long time, life was beautiful. I can really see how the drug can be used to treat depression, and I know it is been used that way in the US and it tested for using for that purpose in my country right now.
One other thing that talks to me in choosing LTU is the detox, as I hope it can help me overcome my constant brain-fog and be able to think clearly again.
What I need is help to heal and to feel grounded again. To be able to be present without feeling the constant turmoil inside that have been tormenting me for the last 3 years, triggered by a bad drug experience (this is my hypothesis of when it started). But in some way, I don't know if it's TID from E3/LTU that is working, but the latest week I have made huge improvements on my overall mood and relaxation levels. This morning I felt healing going on inside of my and tension being worked on, far more effect than I experienced from E2. So I don't know if it's E2 blooming after my break (which was just about 1 month ago) or TID from the other programs, or the healing was aided by that I did some ketamine this weekend on a party and later going out. I felt soooo relaxed in my body, and I felt like I was able to reprogram my brain from all the fear I have been going around feeling all the time. It was really amazing. Walking home in the morning I felt better than I can remember feeling in a long time, life was beautiful. I can really see how the drug can be used to treat depression, and I know it is been used that way in the US and it tested for using for that purpose in my country right now.
One other thing that talks to me in choosing LTU is the detox, as I hope it can help me overcome my constant brain-fog and be able to think clearly again.
