I swear the biggest obstacle right now for me is being emotionally attached to my thoughts. Emotionally attached about what used to be, how people were, how people treated me etc how I feel about it and too attached to a reasoning to why I am like what I am now.
After reading what another user wrote, I can kind of see whats blocking me to a small degree, It is the refusal to let go of a 'story' Im telling myself and soon enough, it becomes self perpetuating.
Parts of me are too emotionally attached to a certain 'story' or 'parts' of myself and a certain negativity that comes from it makes me feel important.
The best way I get past this is by reminding me that EVERYTHING comes from the subconscious first. Everything happens in the subconscious/dream state first before it happens in the conscious. So 'inner work' is more important than looking for signs outside. Not saying the signs outside aren't there,
The more self reflective I can become, and the more I learn about subconscious mind/rule 4 stuff regarding the subconscious mind and things related to it, it becomes more and more clear why things are the way they are. And I execute way more.
For me, self reflection while on subs is absolutely the key, Re-examining your thoughts and emotions and feeling them fully before letting them go is the best way for me. Not avoiding them, not refusing to feel them, not ignoring their existence, but feeling it fully and rooting it out and letting it go.
If Im not executing, sitting there in silence and going through my thoughts and feeling the emotions as fully as I can while *knowing* that I deserve more or better, shifts me into a different gear. feeling the thought and emotion, getting to the root and feeling the root emotion and letting it go while replacing it with concepts that align with DMSI.
And the best way to do this for me is to relax into myself. Any thought or emotion that comes up that I don't want, I go into it, feel it fully then let go while 'replacing' it with something that's beneficial to me. And this sometimes leads me to resent people/place/situations that put that thought/idea/concept there in the first place.
Its almost like I go into mental/emotional wars within myself with people/groups of people/ideas/concepts due to this. Funnily enough, the exact person/people that I would go to 'war' with within myself starts treating me way different almost instantly the next time I see/talk to them. Almost as if the thought/emotion within myself is somehow connected to them, and changing it changes the way this person treats me, no matter how they treated me before. And as compared to before, I always win these mental wars inside myself nowadays. Before, I would not have.
EDIT; SOME of these thoughts and ideas are my own assumptions. If I think 'that guy must get a lot of girls' sure enough, girls show them interest. Soona s I stop thinking that and put the attention on myself, that attention comes to me. Almost like Im controlling some small part of reality.
With all this being said, I swear I feel like I can get any girl.
After reading what another user wrote, I can kind of see whats blocking me to a small degree, It is the refusal to let go of a 'story' Im telling myself and soon enough, it becomes self perpetuating.
Parts of me are too emotionally attached to a certain 'story' or 'parts' of myself and a certain negativity that comes from it makes me feel important.
The best way I get past this is by reminding me that EVERYTHING comes from the subconscious first. Everything happens in the subconscious/dream state first before it happens in the conscious. So 'inner work' is more important than looking for signs outside. Not saying the signs outside aren't there,
The more self reflective I can become, and the more I learn about subconscious mind/rule 4 stuff regarding the subconscious mind and things related to it, it becomes more and more clear why things are the way they are. And I execute way more.
For me, self reflection while on subs is absolutely the key, Re-examining your thoughts and emotions and feeling them fully before letting them go is the best way for me. Not avoiding them, not refusing to feel them, not ignoring their existence, but feeling it fully and rooting it out and letting it go.
If Im not executing, sitting there in silence and going through my thoughts and feeling the emotions as fully as I can while *knowing* that I deserve more or better, shifts me into a different gear. feeling the thought and emotion, getting to the root and feeling the root emotion and letting it go while replacing it with concepts that align with DMSI.
And the best way to do this for me is to relax into myself. Any thought or emotion that comes up that I don't want, I go into it, feel it fully then let go while 'replacing' it with something that's beneficial to me. And this sometimes leads me to resent people/place/situations that put that thought/idea/concept there in the first place.
Its almost like I go into mental/emotional wars within myself with people/groups of people/ideas/concepts due to this. Funnily enough, the exact person/people that I would go to 'war' with within myself starts treating me way different almost instantly the next time I see/talk to them. Almost as if the thought/emotion within myself is somehow connected to them, and changing it changes the way this person treats me, no matter how they treated me before. And as compared to before, I always win these mental wars inside myself nowadays. Before, I would not have.
EDIT; SOME of these thoughts and ideas are my own assumptions. If I think 'that guy must get a lot of girls' sure enough, girls show them interest. Soona s I stop thinking that and put the attention on myself, that attention comes to me. Almost like Im controlling some small part of reality.
With all this being said, I swear I feel like I can get any girl.
I am that I am, I will be what I will be.
I am grateful for all that I have. I am humble as I revel in the wonders of power
