03-19-2019, 09:04 AM
Day 49
These days the brain fog is becoming close to unbearable. Even writing this post, I found it hard to grasp the words I needed.
Recently I went on a few dates and closed one, but I felt my mind not working very well. I'd post more details but it seems now long 'PUA-style' details are not welcome anymore so I'll just post how I felt during the process. It's all a haze tbh, it felt like my mind was just looking for raw sexual attraction and only respond to that. I've become very unwilling to escalate when I don't feel the sexual vibe, and very unmotivated to create that vibe in the first place. I guess it's a good thing to be more primal but on the other hand it's not a good work ethic. Even after dates that didn't go so well, I found myself not able to analyze what went wrong and what I could have done better, something I've been pretty good at.
It's almost three months since I started DMSI 3.3D and I think I need to switch subs soon. The brain fog is killing me. Look at this unorganized and rambling post, it's not like me at all.
These days the brain fog is becoming close to unbearable. Even writing this post, I found it hard to grasp the words I needed.
Recently I went on a few dates and closed one, but I felt my mind not working very well. I'd post more details but it seems now long 'PUA-style' details are not welcome anymore so I'll just post how I felt during the process. It's all a haze tbh, it felt like my mind was just looking for raw sexual attraction and only respond to that. I've become very unwilling to escalate when I don't feel the sexual vibe, and very unmotivated to create that vibe in the first place. I guess it's a good thing to be more primal but on the other hand it's not a good work ethic. Even after dates that didn't go so well, I found myself not able to analyze what went wrong and what I could have done better, something I've been pretty good at.
It's almost three months since I started DMSI 3.3D and I think I need to switch subs soon. The brain fog is killing me. Look at this unorganized and rambling post, it's not like me at all.
