03-16-2019, 09:10 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-16-2019, 09:11 PM by Dutchman610.)
Day 12 (day 2 on)
The last few days I've been in mostly recovery due to a bad reaction to melatonin I had taken on the night of day 8. I'm finally done with the headaches. I did have to take one day off work, it was rather slow anyway. I'm still be able to keep on track to hit my bonus for this week despite feeling so bad previous. The weirdest thing is the supplement I had taken, I used back in 2017 while on AM6 and had no problems. The only difference is now I'm on DMSI, I suppose the state-shifting technology didn't like it. Has anyone else come into this situation while on DSMI?
The healthy eating has been keeping up, and slowly improving where I can. Great news, my determination is starting to pay off the weight is starting to drop at a good rate. So it's just been feeding back into my motivation to keep on track. I'm back in the gym tomorrow, between not feeling good and going for my bonus I felt I needed a short break. I remembered my first dream since starting DSMI. In it I was driving my truck, but no matter what I did I could not stop it for moving foward. This reinforced some advice I got on a possible reason I've been having trouble sleeping. That I haven't been taking rest days and my body didn't know when to slow down.
I ended up breaking my PMO this doesn't mean I just give up though. If I learned anything from being sober for 29 days now. Just keep trying one of these attempts well stick. I did learn about some of my triggers. So here's to this attempt going for longer than 6 days.
The last few days I've been in mostly recovery due to a bad reaction to melatonin I had taken on the night of day 8. I'm finally done with the headaches. I did have to take one day off work, it was rather slow anyway. I'm still be able to keep on track to hit my bonus for this week despite feeling so bad previous. The weirdest thing is the supplement I had taken, I used back in 2017 while on AM6 and had no problems. The only difference is now I'm on DMSI, I suppose the state-shifting technology didn't like it. Has anyone else come into this situation while on DSMI?
The healthy eating has been keeping up, and slowly improving where I can. Great news, my determination is starting to pay off the weight is starting to drop at a good rate. So it's just been feeding back into my motivation to keep on track. I'm back in the gym tomorrow, between not feeling good and going for my bonus I felt I needed a short break. I remembered my first dream since starting DSMI. In it I was driving my truck, but no matter what I did I could not stop it for moving foward. This reinforced some advice I got on a possible reason I've been having trouble sleeping. That I haven't been taking rest days and my body didn't know when to slow down.
I ended up breaking my PMO this doesn't mean I just give up though. If I learned anything from being sober for 29 days now. Just keep trying one of these attempts well stick. I did learn about some of my triggers. So here's to this attempt going for longer than 6 days.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
