03-12-2019, 02:54 AM
2nd day 3rd cycle.
First of all, I forgot to mention that one of the superiors was replaced. It was basically a government employee rotation thing, which I cannot figure out what the rule/mechanism is. It's so random that some stay in one spot for a long time (like 2+ years) while others stay for a short time (like 6 months).
So far, I can't tell whether this replacement is a good or a bad one. I'll have to see.
1st thing 1st, I am feeling more fatigue today. In fact, I believe I slept more and better than yesterday, but I am feeling more tired today. Probably this is one of those days in which I am feeling more fatigue than average. I would say it is high even when compared to days when I felt tired. Yet, I wouldn't call say I was felt the most fatigue ever.
Today, I didn't do anything related to coding/programming as I thought it would be more fun/important to read news and see what's going on. Currently, there's some interesting stuff going on here. (I think reading world affairs, and see what's "truly" going on very important, as I, the navigator of my life, need to see what's ahead and decide how to move in the best direction to the best destination.) Anyway, I'd like to mention that reading news, and trying to decipher what's really going on or trying to figure out what are the real important stuff to pay attention to is not something new. I have done this pretty much all the time whenever I had free time at work, except when I had terrible inflammations on my shoulders and arms. (I found that using a computer at work when I had inflammations caused so much pain that I just spent time doing nothing, trying to put my arms in the most relaxing and comfortable positions.)
Nothing much went on at work today, and it is always good to not have much work as I can do something more worth while. (I don't mind paper work or seeing and helping citizens with a few things, but it's always more preferable to have the free time to do whatever is more valuable. Anyway, I definitely prefer the two mentioned than doing heavy physical work, which I feel that may bring inflammation on my shoulders and arms.) Not too many people visited me either. Therefore, there really wasn't something interesting to report.
Though that is the case, I did notice that girls at work (girls around my age) were more bubbly today. The two who work near me (especially there is one) almost giggles/laughs on daily basis. On the other hand, there are three who sit very far from me (these are the ones who typically have the most amount of work to do as they are the primary ones who deal with citizens coming in to do governmental works) were also bubbly. It isn't all that unusual, but they were bubbly. I also did see one girl being more talkative to the other ones, who seemed not very sociable, but stick to business type of person. All of this isn't all that unusual, but I felt their being more uplifted was more profound than usual. Oh, and BTW, all of the bubbliness, or uplifted spirits had nothing to do with. Remember the segregation I mentioned? Yep, I pretty much don't interact with them at all. (In fact, I believe I was told to minimize interaction with them as it can either lead to increased workload, or lead to potential problems such as sexual harassment issues, and etc. Anyway, I do not deliberately seek them out to have an interaction (which is also against my work ethic, as I think I should focus on work, or do something that would be additive to me or to others than chit chatting.), but at the same time, it seems the same for the girls. In summary, minimized interactions in both the length and frequency. Come to think of it, I sorta have a feeling that one girl, who I would have to say is the bubbliest of all just turn cold and strict whenever I come by to interact or she comes around/near me. This happens all the time. I don't know why, but it has been that way for ever since, I don't know.)
Lastly, I am staring to question LM. Today, on my way back home, I was waiting for an elevator to come. (I live in 10 stories/floors building.) And guess what, I had to wait a quite a while as it was stopping at every floor. A FedEx/UPS guy was delivering. (It wasn't FedEX/UPS guy, but just to give you an idea of who this person was.) I've never seen a FedEx/UPS person doing delivery at that time for like last 11 months. (I've been coming home pretty much same time for the entire 11 months.) Yet, today, there was this guy, and he was stopping at every floor before coming down to the first/ground floor. Wow what a luck! Luck Maximizer. At least for this instance, it was a bad luck maximizer. I hope that it will turn to good luck maximizer very soon.
I don't know if it's resistance or whatever, but I'm not quite sure if I am seeing much improvements yet.
I know that it's not been long, and I'm going to be patient with this. However, I guess I am surprised and disappointed that I am not seeing more dramatic and graspable results as this is currently the most powerful and effective program.
First of all, I forgot to mention that one of the superiors was replaced. It was basically a government employee rotation thing, which I cannot figure out what the rule/mechanism is. It's so random that some stay in one spot for a long time (like 2+ years) while others stay for a short time (like 6 months).
So far, I can't tell whether this replacement is a good or a bad one. I'll have to see.
1st thing 1st, I am feeling more fatigue today. In fact, I believe I slept more and better than yesterday, but I am feeling more tired today. Probably this is one of those days in which I am feeling more fatigue than average. I would say it is high even when compared to days when I felt tired. Yet, I wouldn't call say I was felt the most fatigue ever.
Today, I didn't do anything related to coding/programming as I thought it would be more fun/important to read news and see what's going on. Currently, there's some interesting stuff going on here. (I think reading world affairs, and see what's "truly" going on very important, as I, the navigator of my life, need to see what's ahead and decide how to move in the best direction to the best destination.) Anyway, I'd like to mention that reading news, and trying to decipher what's really going on or trying to figure out what are the real important stuff to pay attention to is not something new. I have done this pretty much all the time whenever I had free time at work, except when I had terrible inflammations on my shoulders and arms. (I found that using a computer at work when I had inflammations caused so much pain that I just spent time doing nothing, trying to put my arms in the most relaxing and comfortable positions.)
Nothing much went on at work today, and it is always good to not have much work as I can do something more worth while. (I don't mind paper work or seeing and helping citizens with a few things, but it's always more preferable to have the free time to do whatever is more valuable. Anyway, I definitely prefer the two mentioned than doing heavy physical work, which I feel that may bring inflammation on my shoulders and arms.) Not too many people visited me either. Therefore, there really wasn't something interesting to report.
Though that is the case, I did notice that girls at work (girls around my age) were more bubbly today. The two who work near me (especially there is one) almost giggles/laughs on daily basis. On the other hand, there are three who sit very far from me (these are the ones who typically have the most amount of work to do as they are the primary ones who deal with citizens coming in to do governmental works) were also bubbly. It isn't all that unusual, but they were bubbly. I also did see one girl being more talkative to the other ones, who seemed not very sociable, but stick to business type of person. All of this isn't all that unusual, but I felt their being more uplifted was more profound than usual. Oh, and BTW, all of the bubbliness, or uplifted spirits had nothing to do with. Remember the segregation I mentioned? Yep, I pretty much don't interact with them at all. (In fact, I believe I was told to minimize interaction with them as it can either lead to increased workload, or lead to potential problems such as sexual harassment issues, and etc. Anyway, I do not deliberately seek them out to have an interaction (which is also against my work ethic, as I think I should focus on work, or do something that would be additive to me or to others than chit chatting.), but at the same time, it seems the same for the girls. In summary, minimized interactions in both the length and frequency. Come to think of it, I sorta have a feeling that one girl, who I would have to say is the bubbliest of all just turn cold and strict whenever I come by to interact or she comes around/near me. This happens all the time. I don't know why, but it has been that way for ever since, I don't know.)
Lastly, I am staring to question LM. Today, on my way back home, I was waiting for an elevator to come. (I live in 10 stories/floors building.) And guess what, I had to wait a quite a while as it was stopping at every floor. A FedEx/UPS guy was delivering. (It wasn't FedEX/UPS guy, but just to give you an idea of who this person was.) I've never seen a FedEx/UPS person doing delivery at that time for like last 11 months. (I've been coming home pretty much same time for the entire 11 months.) Yet, today, there was this guy, and he was stopping at every floor before coming down to the first/ground floor. Wow what a luck! Luck Maximizer. At least for this instance, it was a bad luck maximizer. I hope that it will turn to good luck maximizer very soon.
I don't know if it's resistance or whatever, but I'm not quite sure if I am seeing much improvements yet.
I know that it's not been long, and I'm going to be patient with this. However, I guess I am surprised and disappointed that I am not seeing more dramatic and graspable results as this is currently the most powerful and effective program.
