03-11-2019, 03:21 AM
1st day 3rd cycle.
Two things to report.
1. Increased workload. Had physical work to start with. (Had a tent to carry over, and this is not a typical tent for camping. This tent is for some event which is huge, and heavy.)
Near the end of the work, an old woman came to request me something. To give that something, I needed a document from her, and I told her to bring all those last time she visited. She insisted that I never told her, and my response? "I basically do this everyday that whenever I tell people what to bring, I become robotic. I tell them the same thing over and over, so yes I did tell you." I suppose that assertiveness is something of a trademark I got since I started LTU.
Still, she put much effort in coming here to get the stuff. (It was clear that she ran quite a while.) Besides, it was related to disability car, so I had to get creative. Fortunately for her, there is a government employee who deals with disability related issues, and he could check the stuff for me, even without the documentation. I basically gave her what she came for, and told her that this is a special situation, so that this better stays here. (Normally, I need to check documentation, but since I could check the system, it didn't matter. ) Anyway, she also needed to update that disability parking sticker, so all in all it worked out.
After dealing with her, I needed to go upstairs to clean up the auditorium. I went upstairs even later than usual because of dealing with the old lady. Given that I wen there later, I expected that there would be nobody up there. I was wrong. There were old folks hanging around arguing about some money issue. (It was related to group fees or something from what I heard. However, collecting group fees/dues is explicitly prohibited that getting caught with that can permanently close the program down. ) These people were supposed to be gone after their class/program, but they were arguing. They were not going to go somewhere soon, and I thought to give them some time. Not too long after, I saw the soldiers leaving the post (these are conscripts too, but they work at reserve. I work at the government branch.), and I used that opportunity. I basically walked up to the group and told them "look you guys need to wrap this up fast. The soldiers are leaving, and when they leave they lock the place down. (They lock one side, I lock the others and the elevator. So I bluffed a bit.) If you don't want to be locked up here, you better leave now." Well, that basically did the trick, ended the fight and they quickly left.
Normally I don't see these stuff. I don't normally have people insisting that I did wrong, and demand to get something even when they did not bring the necessary documents, which I always tell them to bring. Nor do I see a huge group hanging out after the class and fight over some money issue. (In fact this money issue was the first time I saw.) Therefore, this can constitute more work. Still, the issue was dealt with rather easily, but it would have been easier if it never arose in the first place.
2. Fatigue at work.
Well, I felt higher level of fatigue at work, and it was like a sine function. At certain times at work, I felt higher fatigue, and other times, I didn't feel fatigue.
3. Excrement
I think this may be related to detox. I had gone to bathroom 3 times for excrement, and first two times were normal ones except a little darker. The third one was a diarrhea.
It's difficult to determine whether ultimate detox as I have had some digestion issues (too many times) ever since I started the conscription work. Yet, I was fine yesterday, and I just had this issue today, (just started 3rd cycle of secondary ASRB) so it can be ultimate detox related issues.
4. Taking initiative for next step of life?
Well, even before I began LTU, I had a few ideas of what to do as an intermediate steps. However, I couldn't really decide and pursue one or multiple of those.
Today, was closer to choosing one thing to do at work (begin playing with python. Others could have been something like studying math again on my own, figuring out social hobby, and etc.), but I didn't pursue that activity. I needed to first confirm with gov employees that it is acceptable to do at work. Since the guy left early today, I didn't have a chance to check that. I may do that tomorrow, or do something else.
Feeling fatigued now, so this report is a bit disorganized. Hopefully, my next day report would be better.
Two things to report.
1. Increased workload. Had physical work to start with. (Had a tent to carry over, and this is not a typical tent for camping. This tent is for some event which is huge, and heavy.)
Near the end of the work, an old woman came to request me something. To give that something, I needed a document from her, and I told her to bring all those last time she visited. She insisted that I never told her, and my response? "I basically do this everyday that whenever I tell people what to bring, I become robotic. I tell them the same thing over and over, so yes I did tell you." I suppose that assertiveness is something of a trademark I got since I started LTU.
Still, she put much effort in coming here to get the stuff. (It was clear that she ran quite a while.) Besides, it was related to disability car, so I had to get creative. Fortunately for her, there is a government employee who deals with disability related issues, and he could check the stuff for me, even without the documentation. I basically gave her what she came for, and told her that this is a special situation, so that this better stays here. (Normally, I need to check documentation, but since I could check the system, it didn't matter. ) Anyway, she also needed to update that disability parking sticker, so all in all it worked out.
After dealing with her, I needed to go upstairs to clean up the auditorium. I went upstairs even later than usual because of dealing with the old lady. Given that I wen there later, I expected that there would be nobody up there. I was wrong. There were old folks hanging around arguing about some money issue. (It was related to group fees or something from what I heard. However, collecting group fees/dues is explicitly prohibited that getting caught with that can permanently close the program down. ) These people were supposed to be gone after their class/program, but they were arguing. They were not going to go somewhere soon, and I thought to give them some time. Not too long after, I saw the soldiers leaving the post (these are conscripts too, but they work at reserve. I work at the government branch.), and I used that opportunity. I basically walked up to the group and told them "look you guys need to wrap this up fast. The soldiers are leaving, and when they leave they lock the place down. (They lock one side, I lock the others and the elevator. So I bluffed a bit.) If you don't want to be locked up here, you better leave now." Well, that basically did the trick, ended the fight and they quickly left.
Normally I don't see these stuff. I don't normally have people insisting that I did wrong, and demand to get something even when they did not bring the necessary documents, which I always tell them to bring. Nor do I see a huge group hanging out after the class and fight over some money issue. (In fact this money issue was the first time I saw.) Therefore, this can constitute more work. Still, the issue was dealt with rather easily, but it would have been easier if it never arose in the first place.
2. Fatigue at work.
Well, I felt higher level of fatigue at work, and it was like a sine function. At certain times at work, I felt higher fatigue, and other times, I didn't feel fatigue.
3. Excrement
I think this may be related to detox. I had gone to bathroom 3 times for excrement, and first two times were normal ones except a little darker. The third one was a diarrhea.
It's difficult to determine whether ultimate detox as I have had some digestion issues (too many times) ever since I started the conscription work. Yet, I was fine yesterday, and I just had this issue today, (just started 3rd cycle of secondary ASRB) so it can be ultimate detox related issues.
4. Taking initiative for next step of life?
Well, even before I began LTU, I had a few ideas of what to do as an intermediate steps. However, I couldn't really decide and pursue one or multiple of those.
Today, was closer to choosing one thing to do at work (begin playing with python. Others could have been something like studying math again on my own, figuring out social hobby, and etc.), but I didn't pursue that activity. I needed to first confirm with gov employees that it is acceptable to do at work. Since the guy left early today, I didn't have a chance to check that. I may do that tomorrow, or do something else.
Feeling fatigued now, so this report is a bit disorganized. Hopefully, my next day report would be better.
