03-10-2019, 07:27 AM
Hmm.
There's a good chance I've been playing the sub waaaay too loud for a very long time. We'll see in time.
In other news, I had, once again, ran into a situation in which someone is trying to convince me of something that simply is not true at all, regarding myself, and I had an angry/depressive reaction to this. But I think I'm mostly through with it - I did experience a whole lot of doubt that I may be wrong (because that's what I've been trained to do - someone tells me something, I must accept this as true even though it's not), but what's true is true, and what isn't - isn't, and that's that.
There's a good chance I've been playing the sub waaaay too loud for a very long time. We'll see in time.
In other news, I had, once again, ran into a situation in which someone is trying to convince me of something that simply is not true at all, regarding myself, and I had an angry/depressive reaction to this. But I think I'm mostly through with it - I did experience a whole lot of doubt that I may be wrong (because that's what I've been trained to do - someone tells me something, I must accept this as true even though it's not), but what's true is true, and what isn't - isn't, and that's that.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
