03-10-2019, 05:43 AM
I'm torn on sharing. I had some dreams which still hang in my emotions, my gut, and it feels similar to whining for me. I'll write and see where this goes.
I think.....no...I know that my old ways of whining to receive support are still active. But why I'm writing is I had a dream (details not clear). At the end of it, I felt not like myself. I was angry at my situation and the results I'd created. And my anger came from strength, not fear and weakness. I was angry since I'd watched things go by and had done nothing. I'd ignored the need to change. And this is fully alive in my thinking this morning.
Tiredness showed up this morning too.
I think.....no...I know that my old ways of whining to receive support are still active. But why I'm writing is I had a dream (details not clear). At the end of it, I felt not like myself. I was angry at my situation and the results I'd created. And my anger came from strength, not fear and weakness. I was angry since I'd watched things go by and had done nothing. I'd ignored the need to change. And this is fully alive in my thinking this morning.
Tiredness showed up this morning too.
I want to be FREE!
