03-09-2019, 09:53 PM
Day 5
I weighted myself today, it's been 21 days now of sobriety and about 2 weeks consistency in the gym. Yet, I haven't lost any weight a friend told me not to let it discourage me. This statement rang even more true while on shift today. No good orders(high payout +good tip) were coming through. Just as I was about to sign out and head to the gym. An order good order came in, this made me realize I need to keep pushing on till I can find the light.
It's day 2 of no PMO, it's a weird feeling. It's bringing up some anxiety in my ability to find a real girl. I have to question these feeling so I can move foward. Things are going pretty good right now, just need to try harder each day. There are many things I want to incorporate into my daily life just need to add them in one at a time. I know results are just are the corner even though I can't see it now.
I weighted myself today, it's been 21 days now of sobriety and about 2 weeks consistency in the gym. Yet, I haven't lost any weight a friend told me not to let it discourage me. This statement rang even more true while on shift today. No good orders(high payout +good tip) were coming through. Just as I was about to sign out and head to the gym. An order good order came in, this made me realize I need to keep pushing on till I can find the light.
It's day 2 of no PMO, it's a weird feeling. It's bringing up some anxiety in my ability to find a real girl. I have to question these feeling so I can move foward. Things are going pretty good right now, just need to try harder each day. There are many things I want to incorporate into my daily life just need to add them in one at a time. I know results are just are the corner even though I can't see it now.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
