03-05-2019, 07:30 PM
Messing with volume tonight. Basically I sat in front of my speakers and adjusted the volume while gauging my internal reaction and stopped when it felt right for me. For a while now I've been obsessed with overpowering my subconscious by any means necessary. Pretty much making that mistake that more power is better. Also still stuck with that mentality that I need to go through intense uncomfortable stuff to change. Maybe it's fear that causes me to do that. The whole mentality that I need to go through pain to grow and if pain isn't there I'm doing something wrong.
Either way I'm trying to calibrate it towards what's right for me. If one volume triggers too much resistance it doesn't make any sense to continue down that route if there's a better way.
Either way I'm trying to calibrate it towards what's right for me. If one volume triggers too much resistance it doesn't make any sense to continue down that route if there's a better way.
INFP
