03-02-2019, 08:20 AM
My on and off sneezing is apparently due to the effects of LTU because I sense no infection and anything from my nose is crystal clear so I think that'll soon pass sure enough.
Some things I've noticed is that my mind is better focused. Almost like an upgrade in intelligence even though I doubt that's it, maybe perhaps a less cloudy mind. It feels like that anyway or maybe my mind is just being cleaned thanks to all the garbage thoughts and emotions being routed out. I'm remembering things better and ideas and concepts are beginning to just click for me for example at work last night I was scouring the net in my final hour (I work on the phones and since hardly anyone calls and with no other work to do I just spend it on the net)
I found a photography blog and began pointing out mistakes or just general criticism of the guys work, citing that pictures should tell a story and not just there to look pretty.
I never found myself interested in anything like that so I think something is changing inside my brain. Maybe E3's physical healing can fix cerebral issues such as ADD or something? I feel good up there lately.
My barber said hello to me like he always does but this time he said "is that your bird over there LM" and pointed to a girl who was crossing the road away from the shop. Not sure if that is LTU related or bloom from DMSI.
Some lucky things happening here or there but not really noticeable unless I think hard about the situation. I'm getting more luck in the way of timing of things more than anything. Like things working out for me just in then nick of time sort of thing.
Sometimes I still get a backwash of negative emotion and doubt. A lot of self criticism still remains. I think that will pass soon enough.
Two days break and I feel replenished so happy to move onto the 2nd cycle.
Some things I've noticed is that my mind is better focused. Almost like an upgrade in intelligence even though I doubt that's it, maybe perhaps a less cloudy mind. It feels like that anyway or maybe my mind is just being cleaned thanks to all the garbage thoughts and emotions being routed out. I'm remembering things better and ideas and concepts are beginning to just click for me for example at work last night I was scouring the net in my final hour (I work on the phones and since hardly anyone calls and with no other work to do I just spend it on the net)
I found a photography blog and began pointing out mistakes or just general criticism of the guys work, citing that pictures should tell a story and not just there to look pretty.
I never found myself interested in anything like that so I think something is changing inside my brain. Maybe E3's physical healing can fix cerebral issues such as ADD or something? I feel good up there lately.
My barber said hello to me like he always does but this time he said "is that your bird over there LM" and pointed to a girl who was crossing the road away from the shop. Not sure if that is LTU related or bloom from DMSI.
Some lucky things happening here or there but not really noticeable unless I think hard about the situation. I'm getting more luck in the way of timing of things more than anything. Like things working out for me just in then nick of time sort of thing.
Sometimes I still get a backwash of negative emotion and doubt. A lot of self criticism still remains. I think that will pass soon enough.
Two days break and I feel replenished so happy to move onto the 2nd cycle.
