03-01-2019, 08:09 AM
Day 3 of LTU 5.
Today's a day off since it's a holiday here. I basically stayed at home all the time. Still there are a few things to report.
1. Dreams.
Since I didn't go to work today, I slept in late. Yet, I still woke up pretty much the same time, but I decided to go back to sleep.
First time I went back to sleep I had a dream in which I walked in to a room that resembles a dorm room (but also resembled sleeper train) in which there are plastic bunk beds, and at the bottom there were a few laptops. A guy walked to me and told me that he and I (and a guy who is in there) needed to work on a conspiracy theory project, and that I need to collect lots of information and data.
Well that was bizarre. Working on conspiracy theory project? That's really out of the blue.
Then I woke up briefly, and again I decided to go to bed. Again I had a dream, and the dream was completely different.
In this dream, I was either watching a TV or a laptop, and on it I was watching a porn. Though I was watching a porn, it wasn't something I deliberately put on or searched it for it. It just came out. In the porn, I recognized the female porn star, and it was Hyuna or Hyun Ah. (FYI, she's not a porn star in the real life. She's a singer.) Well in the porn, she was riding a guy pretty hard in a reverse cowgirl, and it basically finished with the guy pulling out and ejaculating his load on the girl's right legs. Then there was a brief interview of Hyuna on either the leaked sextape or what seemed to be the first porn scene. She was basically saying how she was satisfied, and how it was the greatest sex she had.
This was strange as I don't particularly find Hyuna to be my type nor do I think that she's very attractive or sexy. (I can see how she can be very sexy for some, but she's not my type. I just don't feel the attraction.)
I woke up after seeing the interview in the dream, and I obviously had a pretty hard morning wood. I've been having morning wood pretty regularly (almost every time I wake up), so I wouldn't necessarily make the connection to LTU. And this one wasn't necessarily the strongest morning wood I had, but was definitely stronger than my previous wake up. (After waking up from the first dream. Yep, I had morning wood even after that very non-sexy dream.)
2. Migraine like acute headache back of my head.
To be more specific, it was on the right side, but back of my head. I had this ever since today's waking up and I still have it now, although the intensity and frequency definitely has gone down quite much.
3. Had one quite strong verbal fight/dispute with my mom.
It gradually just went from lunch prep to laundry. I'm not sure if it was me or my mom that was more irritable today. It just escalated. And the intensity at the top was pretty intense. What was interesting is that normally we don't go to that level that my mom was even threatening to be physical. (She's never like this.) At the same time, I was not backing down either. (If it's that level, I'd normally back down, if not my mom.) She left, and after a while, things cooled down much for her, and when I found that she cooled down, I cooled down too.
These are three things I noticed today. Tomorrow I'm going out and getting a haircut. I'll be at a big mall. What will happen at a new scene? Will there be interesting events? Stay tuned for the next episode.
Today's a day off since it's a holiday here. I basically stayed at home all the time. Still there are a few things to report.
1. Dreams.
Since I didn't go to work today, I slept in late. Yet, I still woke up pretty much the same time, but I decided to go back to sleep.
First time I went back to sleep I had a dream in which I walked in to a room that resembles a dorm room (but also resembled sleeper train) in which there are plastic bunk beds, and at the bottom there were a few laptops. A guy walked to me and told me that he and I (and a guy who is in there) needed to work on a conspiracy theory project, and that I need to collect lots of information and data.
Well that was bizarre. Working on conspiracy theory project? That's really out of the blue.
Then I woke up briefly, and again I decided to go to bed. Again I had a dream, and the dream was completely different.
In this dream, I was either watching a TV or a laptop, and on it I was watching a porn. Though I was watching a porn, it wasn't something I deliberately put on or searched it for it. It just came out. In the porn, I recognized the female porn star, and it was Hyuna or Hyun Ah. (FYI, she's not a porn star in the real life. She's a singer.) Well in the porn, she was riding a guy pretty hard in a reverse cowgirl, and it basically finished with the guy pulling out and ejaculating his load on the girl's right legs. Then there was a brief interview of Hyuna on either the leaked sextape or what seemed to be the first porn scene. She was basically saying how she was satisfied, and how it was the greatest sex she had.
This was strange as I don't particularly find Hyuna to be my type nor do I think that she's very attractive or sexy. (I can see how she can be very sexy for some, but she's not my type. I just don't feel the attraction.)
I woke up after seeing the interview in the dream, and I obviously had a pretty hard morning wood. I've been having morning wood pretty regularly (almost every time I wake up), so I wouldn't necessarily make the connection to LTU. And this one wasn't necessarily the strongest morning wood I had, but was definitely stronger than my previous wake up. (After waking up from the first dream. Yep, I had morning wood even after that very non-sexy dream.)
2. Migraine like acute headache back of my head.
To be more specific, it was on the right side, but back of my head. I had this ever since today's waking up and I still have it now, although the intensity and frequency definitely has gone down quite much.
3. Had one quite strong verbal fight/dispute with my mom.
It gradually just went from lunch prep to laundry. I'm not sure if it was me or my mom that was more irritable today. It just escalated. And the intensity at the top was pretty intense. What was interesting is that normally we don't go to that level that my mom was even threatening to be physical. (She's never like this.) At the same time, I was not backing down either. (If it's that level, I'd normally back down, if not my mom.) She left, and after a while, things cooled down much for her, and when I found that she cooled down, I cooled down too.
These are three things I noticed today. Tomorrow I'm going out and getting a haircut. I'll be at a big mall. What will happen at a new scene? Will there be interesting events? Stay tuned for the next episode.
