02-25-2019, 12:07 PM
Entry for Feb 22:
When I did talk about my short fuse... I think that I just did put the finger on something. For the last 2 days, I am feeling stress. I think that what is stressful is the inner change that I am going through... I feel that DMSI is succeeding in changing me... This is causing stress maybe this is some part of me resisting but I feel the changes occuring despite the resistance...
No idea what I am resisting for... I love how I feel now. I'm seeing women in a more sexual way more easily and more often. Given that I am a big believer into the mirror neurons theory (ie: feelings are contagious like yawnings), that is the place to be if you want them to see you under a sexual light too... Being in a sexual frame and bring the ones that you are attracted to into your frame is probably a big part of the DMSI magic.
Beside that I am rediscovering the pleasure of flirting. I flirted with the coach and another girl at the gym. They were into it. Flirt is a big word. I was just casually talking with them and they were blossoming by my presence or flirting has become like a second nature to me in the space of less than a week. One was with her bf. She didn't stop looking at me and smiling as if she was my partner in crime.
I went to the massage therapy to take care of my stress. I did flirt with the receptionist and it was fun. I didn't flirt with my therapist but I had a sexual presence with her. I felt her distant... maybe not attracted. You can't attract everyone but I like to think that she is but somehow resisting it for some reason...
Bottomline, I was in a great mood and did felt flirty with all the women that I have seen today. I really like being like that.
When I did talk about my short fuse... I think that I just did put the finger on something. For the last 2 days, I am feeling stress. I think that what is stressful is the inner change that I am going through... I feel that DMSI is succeeding in changing me... This is causing stress maybe this is some part of me resisting but I feel the changes occuring despite the resistance...
No idea what I am resisting for... I love how I feel now. I'm seeing women in a more sexual way more easily and more often. Given that I am a big believer into the mirror neurons theory (ie: feelings are contagious like yawnings), that is the place to be if you want them to see you under a sexual light too... Being in a sexual frame and bring the ones that you are attracted to into your frame is probably a big part of the DMSI magic.
Beside that I am rediscovering the pleasure of flirting. I flirted with the coach and another girl at the gym. They were into it. Flirt is a big word. I was just casually talking with them and they were blossoming by my presence or flirting has become like a second nature to me in the space of less than a week. One was with her bf. She didn't stop looking at me and smiling as if she was my partner in crime.
I went to the massage therapy to take care of my stress. I did flirt with the receptionist and it was fun. I didn't flirt with my therapist but I had a sexual presence with her. I felt her distant... maybe not attracted. You can't attract everyone but I like to think that she is but somehow resisting it for some reason...
Bottomline, I was in a great mood and did felt flirty with all the women that I have seen today. I really like being like that.
