02-25-2019, 05:07 AM
Happy to hear your progress Kol. I know the struggle, it's really an ingrained habit if you have done it for a longer time to release stress and other uncomfortable emotions. As I progress I feel life is more vivid as you explain it, and things feel more real. I am more in touch with life around me, instead of being lost in the endless circles of internal turmoil and constantly trying to compensate for whatever reality would hit me with.
I'm currently on day 60 (woho! 30 days left to the first milestone at 90 days) and I can tell you it have been quite a journey in itself to let go of the habit, but it have definitely been worth it. Along with E2 still working I feel more like I was younger, life feels more exciting and natural. And I think I radiate more of myself as I notice girls are more interested in me, I guess that the shame and guilt part of myself has become much smaller and that is probably also helping.
I'm currently on day 60 (woho! 30 days left to the first milestone at 90 days) and I can tell you it have been quite a journey in itself to let go of the habit, but it have definitely been worth it. Along with E2 still working I feel more like I was younger, life feels more exciting and natural. And I think I radiate more of myself as I notice girls are more interested in me, I guess that the shame and guilt part of myself has become much smaller and that is probably also helping.
