02-21-2019, 11:53 AM
(02-20-2019, 10:59 PM)Paul1131 Wrote: Taking a week off was a very bad idea. I had been four days without running USLM3 and I looked at the bank balance, and had a financial discussion with the wife. Things aren’t looking so great right now. It may not be that bad really, but the stress hit. I have been a ball of tension since this afternoon. It’s worse than it’s been in a really long time. I’ve been extremely irritable about every little thing, and feel sick to my stomach. Not a good day.
I started running my loops on the way to work and it seemed to calm me down a little bit. I still feel like hell though. Since USLM4 is going to be at least another week or two in coming out, I am going to be resuming use of three. While I really don’t seem to be making any forward progress on it, it does seem to be having a stabilizing effect on me and if nothing else allowing me to handle the stress much better than I otherwise would.
I’m at a pretty crucial point in working toward both of my current major goals right now. I am really hoping that USLM4 comes out before a couple of things happen where I either need some luck or to be calm and collected. That or that three is working a lot better than I think it is.
My guess here is that where I thought the FRM was doing nothing, it was holding a lot at bay, and allowing me to tread water. I hope that the next version helps me to start moving forward.
I'm in a similar boat right now. I was looking at LTU 5 but I really don't want to spend that much money on a program right now. Shannon's news that USLM4 and the other programs will be delayed disappointed a little bit. It is what it is.
I will likely run USLM4 and then run UMS whenver it comes out.
