I have had the worst day for as long as I can remember today. Feeling very sad, lonely, scared, hopeless, angry, powerless, agitated. Allt at the same time, like everything is to hell and nothing is ever happening towards me becoming better. Like I am stuck and will always be here att his awful place. That I will not be able to take care of myself but will stay in this agitated state where I can't concentrate on anything for a longer period. Like I suck. Like I have nothing to offer.
Writing it out make it feel better and I somewhere know that this is not really true. But the feeling still remain and I'm just being in a very bad place today.
Writing it out make it feel better and I somewhere know that this is not really true. But the feeling still remain and I'm just being in a very bad place today.
