02-11-2019, 09:25 AM
(01-25-2019, 01:30 AM)Minititan Wrote: So it's been a while since I used the subs. I stopped using USLM near the start of the December. My girlfriend ended our relationship last week and as a result I've been super motivated to work on myself. I hadn't contacted her and she hadn't contacted me. Obviously it's been a hard week, but the night before last I decided it was time to jump back into DMSI. I'm using it for the sexual side and just to boost my self confidence and self esteem again. That combined with a new drive to lose weight and get physically fit and work towards a better career.
Night one.
I ran the loops and slept like a baby. Had a few minor dreams. Some of them so bizarre. Like one I was in an antique shop and saw a limited edition version of a Blu-ray movie that I don't think exists, I picked it up and was staring at the box and had an overwhelming urge I wanted this, but I have no idea why it was such a big deal. A few other smaller dreams aswell that portrayed other seemingly mundane things that were amplified or exaggerated beyond reason.
Night two. Last night.
I got in two bed and started to play the loops. It was freezing cold and I was really hot. I could really feel the intense heat I hadn't felt since much earlier versions. I didn't even make it through the first loop the heat got to the point I was almost burning, I enjoyed the sensation, I was lying there thinking it's working. Suddenly my ex called me. Its almost 2am. I answered the call and she was terrified saying someone had been knocking at her door, leaving then coming back to knock again. I went over to see her. She was pretty shook up and we basically cuddled ourselves to sleep. It's about a 10 minute drive and I checked the streets around hers as I drove past for signs of anyone wandering around. But it was so quiet. I find this so bizarre. She has never called out like that before. We have no plans to rekindle and I'm confused to whether this was just coincidence or DMSI manifesting something. There is no longer range sniper in this version so I dunno if it could have even been the sub that influenced events, I just want to make the connection. The heat I was feeling would correlate to around the time she was first disturbed and as it intensified for me. The fear intensified for her.
Any opinions. Sub related. Or just a coincidence
I have shared emotional states with people I have been together with for a longer time. I could even just think about them and they would call me. I guess this is something like that, she felt strong fear, and you could share that emotion and felt it as a warm sensation. If you would be more sensitive, you maybe could have picked up where it came from.
