02-11-2019, 08:20 AM
I’ve been having some bouts of impatience. I woke up in one this morning, but I took some action and it subsided. I mailed a third party check off to pay off one of my credit cards which will move my credit score up enough to make my next planned move. I did that almost ten days ago, and as far as they can tell they haven’t received it yet. The lady I spoke to said that I have more time than I thought for the payment to clear in before they report to the credit bureaus, so I’m a little more relaxed on that. If I need to work an alternate plan, I can do that. Still, I had the feeling that the gears were stuck several times in the last couple of days. It doesn’t seem to last very long though, and often spurrs me to take action which makes me feel better.
On the job front, I’m feeling very calm about my interview tomorrow. I do still have some nervousness about a couple of the stages that will come after that, I am hoping I’ll be able to get a couple of cycles of USLM4 with the better FRM in before I’ve got to do those. From what the folks on LTU are saying, it could be a real help.
I’m still not consciously noticing much on version three. I’m not sure if it’s not working as well on me, or if it is and it just feels so natural that I’m not noticing. The only thing I do definitely notice now is that a lot of my negative thinking and emotional patterns are GONE, and those that remain seem to be on their way out.
I put part of the not noticing thing off to the fact that I now run my loops during sleep, so while I noticed feelings when it was running before, I sleep through them now.
On the job front, I’m feeling very calm about my interview tomorrow. I do still have some nervousness about a couple of the stages that will come after that, I am hoping I’ll be able to get a couple of cycles of USLM4 with the better FRM in before I’ve got to do those. From what the folks on LTU are saying, it could be a real help.
I’m still not consciously noticing much on version three. I’m not sure if it’s not working as well on me, or if it is and it just feels so natural that I’m not noticing. The only thing I do definitely notice now is that a lot of my negative thinking and emotional patterns are GONE, and those that remain seem to be on their way out.
I put part of the not noticing thing off to the fact that I now run my loops during sleep, so while I noticed feelings when it was running before, I sleep through them now.
