(02-10-2019, 10:21 AM)mat422 Wrote: I'm hoping this moves me past all this too. If anything it's bringing more attention to what I've swept under the rug and didn't properly deal with. I've been fighting longstanding behaviors and actions from the surface thinking that's where the self growth was, but there was another deeper layer underneath that fueling these behaviors. It definitely feels like LTU is drilling down to the source of that.
That's good to hear. That sounds exactly like UD in action. I kind of sat in your shoes just reading that, and I felt and remembered old sadness I experienced while running UD, for I held on to old stagnant beliefs for a very long time.
I miss those life-changing moments. I'll be picking up LTU soon, as it's much more balanced with all the supportive programs. UD is one powerful, beautiful program, all by itself. It woke me up to what I was REALLY doing and thinking, like you're experiencing.
Thank you for keeping a journal. It's encouraging, both your highs and your lows.
I want to be FREE!
