Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

@Shannon

Hate to break this to you, but making out does not constitute a friend with benefits. It's a woman who is either using you for the pleasure of making out, or a woman who is on the fence about whether to **** you, and ends up deciding not to. That would have had nothing to do with a positive result manifested from the sub. Now if you told me that you met a woman who you somehow ended up in bed with and balls deep and it just felt right, but looking back, how did that happen, then I'd be like... yeah, that sounds like a manifestation. Or a woman who blew you off before suddenly becoming a lover, that could have been one too. Making out is something women do to shit test you and/or "try it out" in a lot of cases. I'm afraid your subconscious has you firmly by the balls on this one.

This woman was a long term acquaintance before she started suddenly initiating regular make outs. Though I can see that she probably isn’t the manifestation (unless she starts having sex with me in the future).

The making out has been quite beneficial for me though. Even if it is just a ‘shit test’ or her using me, it is giving me some real life experience with women, chances to improve my making out, becoming comfortable with physical intimacy and some real life proof that I’m worthy, valuable and desirable in the eyes of women. I’m sure all those things will be useful for an actual sexual relationship.

I would love my first sexual partner to be a FWB.

If that's the case, yes, E3 is a better choice.

If you had AYPFWB with FRM included, etc. then I would get it ASAP!

I’m DEFINITELY going to be doing something else (sub wise) very very soon (from Feb 2019).

E3 sounds really beneficial and helpful, and I’m thinking about buying it when it comes out. However, I may choose something like USLM4.


I had an interesting thought today / question about USLM4:

Could USLM4 be used to achieve the goal of getting a ‘perfect for me’ FWB?

If I consciously set my goals as:

Main = Manifest a ‘perfect for me’ FWB / get AYPFWB 4G to work for me
Minor = Remove all fear (and limitations) preventing me from successfully executing AYPFWB 4G
Minor = Remove all fear (and limitations) around having sex, having a FWB, etc.

Thanks

That is a much better choice and plan than the old 4G AYP subs. Just make sure you are specific about your goals, and write them down. Read them at least once a week.