Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

@Shannon

Glad I'm not a bored subconscious type of person

In 2018 I did get a non-sexual FWB ('making out' friend) who regularly initiates making out, and seems to be really attracted to me. Though it hasn't lead to sex (for whatever reason). The last time we made out was in Jan 2019, just over a week ago. So I did make some sort of progress.

Hate to break this to you, but making out does not constitute a friend with benefits. It's a woman who is either using you for the pleasure of making out, or a woman who is on the fence about whether to fuck you, and ends up deciding not to. That would have had nothing to do with a positive result manifested from the sub. Now if you told me that you met a woman who you somehow ended up in bed with and balls deep and it just felt right, but looking back, how did that happen, then I'd be like... yeah, that sounds like a manifestation. Or a woman who blew you off before suddenly becoming a lover, that could have been one too. Making out is something women do to shit test you and/or "try it out" in a lot of cases. I'm afraid your subconscious has you firmly by the balls on this one.

LTU 5.5G is my first choice, but $500+ is a bit much ATM (Unless I get a bank loan, or save for several months). I was thinking that E3 (or one of the other 114.95 subs) is a more affordable option that I can afford by Feb 2019. I may get a 114.95 sub in Feb, and save up for LTU 5.5G

If that's the case, yes, E3 is a better choice.