01-28-2019, 01:42 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-28-2019, 01:45 PM by Williamx25.)
(01-28-2019, 01:00 PM)Shannon Wrote: I'm not saying yoga is sabotage, or damages DMSI, but I suspect it. Just to clarify.
Unless I can figure out the why of resistance more clearly, we seem to have only one option for creating execution. That is, give the subconscious nothing else it can do.
I would much rather figure out the why more deeply and then use persuasion, but so far both goals elude me.
@Shannon
I see, I will keep the variables constant. It is in our best interest that I do this testing phase correctly without too much other stuff going on.
I get stares from people, this morning I walked to the bus station and I felt and saw people staring at me. But I also get this normally. I wear decent fashionable clothes, so i'm used to getting some stares. I don't know if the program is enhancing this.
Sometimes I also feel uncomfortable when people stare at me, because I have a little bit of knock knees, and when I walk in front of people I sometimes feel embarrassed.
This feeling goes away when i'm on a long nofap streak, increased confidence etc, also I think my subconscious mind is still resisting because I am in the middle of dieting down to 7% bodyfat. I'm at 30% bodyfat, and that low self image and embarrasment is really hindering my progress I think.
I feel that if i'd be shredded with muscles, the DMSI program would work better, or at least i'd start executing because my mind is 100% convinced that I am a real catch for women. That definitely hinders me now. But i'm working on it.
There is still this deep rooted subconscious fear and embarrasment of me being fat, ashamed of my body, avoiding contact with women, I have a double chin, problems with eye contact. But I feel my eye contact is getting more confident.
I feel that when I am down to 7% bodyfat, my facial features are maxed out, that will give me maxed looks, and a masculine face, square jaw, maybe cheekbones etc. It will give me huge confidence and I am sure I will start to approach women myself.