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[Have at ye]

ON 3.3.1D & I can tell my gf is reacting strongly to it were not living together for the first time in 8 months because of some issue but soon we will moving back together in 1-3 weeks. But anyways when I saw her today, she said things that indicated she thought I thought highly of myself, (increased self esteem), she also said i'm meaner then I usually am, but I didn't think I was being mean at all, I wasn't saying anything mean, I also had her react SOOOOOO positively through text after we split up at the end of the night telling me that i'm meant for her and that I complete her and that she doesnt ever want to be with anybody but me, and that something clicked in her mind that were perfect for eachother.

shes super attracted to me right now, emotionally, mentally & physically, even though physicaly im smaller then I have been in the longest time. I lost all my muscle gains, i'm going back to the gym to gain them back!

I can feel how strong DMSI is now. It's so powerful now!

I haven't watched porn in 8 months now I used to watch it everyday for 10 years

My wife tells me I'm mean, too. Since starting 3.1.1, I get "You're mean," "I don't think you love me," and general insecurity from her. It could also be she's sensitive b/c she's supposed to start her period anytime. Anyway, I'm sure it'll normalize eventually.

I got a lot of that on ver. 3.1 and ver. 3.2, and not just from females (although from females mostly). It's like people would take one look at me and put me in the "mean person" category without knowing anything at all about me. On ver. 3.3 this phenomenon seems to have lessened for me in scope (most probably thanks to the adjustment made by Shannon to DMSI's auric modulation).

Apart from insecurity or whatever, a short time ago I watched a guy doing a psychoanalysis of this phenomenon in general (females considering males they find attractive as "mean/bad" even if they are not), and he set forth a hypothesis that it springs from a current, faulty cultural archetype of what an "attractive man" is supposed to be (IIRC he used the analogy of "the modern archetypal turboattractive man is like Christian Bale's portrayal of Patrick Bateman in the movie American Psycho", lol), and the rest is a form of projection ("I find this man very attractive, so I unconsciously attempt to frame him using the archetype of a very attractive man, which is like a sociopathic narcissist", lol). I'll try to find that talk, it was somewhere on youtube, and link it in my journal, might be interesting to others. (BTW., the guy also claimed that the current faulty archetype of the very attractive female is really, really close to "borderline personality disorder", haha).

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(Actually, come to think of it, if you've ever looked at hardcore PUA-equivalent manuals/books for women, they actually *teach* women to act as if they were borderline, *on purpose*. It's pretty crazy, TBH)