Had dreams last night indicating progress. Each time I start my loops Im directly flooded with women in my mimd and reminded to relax. My resistance is...getting in my own way. Trying to make the program work, i.o.w, trying to limit it consciously. Relaxing and knowing the sub works and allowing it to flourish is key.
Had dreams last night involving locks. The same door double. Also at a point had a scene involving the environment being of flesh/meat. Like alive an such like the insides. In the end a name popped up which I aint gonna mention as it involves some tradition.
Im feeling like a boss. Im increasingly horny last few days but more of an "testostorone in my veins" kind of thing, instead if blatant horniness. Nofap going strong.
Way less self aware, in the sense of analyzing all the time and embracing my sexual energy and beingness.
Women I know are way more physical. Like hanging around my neck at work, boobs in my neck and what not lol
Im feeling badass. Im pushing through the fear, disconnect from it. Had a good cry today aswell.
My goals keep improving. Its like my goals are served on a platter and met with ferocity in fulfilling them. FRM gives me my life back and so much more. Thank you Shannon.
Im extatic knowing I dont NEED anything. Im flowing, free. Not passively as my increased agression and sense of drive is leading me. It gives me best of both worlds now. Building, sculoting me, making me more and more attractive.
Cutting out soda. Picked it up along the way, now im scrapping it. Caffeine, still down since end 3.1.
Other harmfull habits are also worked on now. My habits are replaced with healthy ones.
Having atleast 2 people that have offered themselves up to get inked. Also im willing to do so much more.
When wstching ASMR to get some sleep, I noticed with one girl, her lips turn my mind wild and triggers highly seductive autopilot. Wordless, pure bodily seduction. Like, orogressing from there. Im more and more about cutting asmr out as it is another distraction.
FRM enables my goals of having an harem of women like breathing. Ongoing women flow has flooded me more then once. Im gonna make this a reality ( or it ratger is; allow it, but having will is so much fun, ive let the ball to much in their court thus leaving it in limbo. Why not just go out and do yo thing? ) its again here, as I write this.
Its fine having a goal and vision of being an hugh hefner like playboy and fucking women on an ongoing basis.
The visions are in waking life and dream life indicating frm is destroying the walls once there.
Edit: thinking about going out the fear is disconnected now. Like im realizing way less impact.
Had dreams last night involving locks. The same door double. Also at a point had a scene involving the environment being of flesh/meat. Like alive an such like the insides. In the end a name popped up which I aint gonna mention as it involves some tradition.
Im feeling like a boss. Im increasingly horny last few days but more of an "testostorone in my veins" kind of thing, instead if blatant horniness. Nofap going strong.
Way less self aware, in the sense of analyzing all the time and embracing my sexual energy and beingness.
Women I know are way more physical. Like hanging around my neck at work, boobs in my neck and what not lol
Im feeling badass. Im pushing through the fear, disconnect from it. Had a good cry today aswell.
My goals keep improving. Its like my goals are served on a platter and met with ferocity in fulfilling them. FRM gives me my life back and so much more. Thank you Shannon.
Im extatic knowing I dont NEED anything. Im flowing, free. Not passively as my increased agression and sense of drive is leading me. It gives me best of both worlds now. Building, sculoting me, making me more and more attractive.
Cutting out soda. Picked it up along the way, now im scrapping it. Caffeine, still down since end 3.1.
Other harmfull habits are also worked on now. My habits are replaced with healthy ones.
Having atleast 2 people that have offered themselves up to get inked. Also im willing to do so much more.
When wstching ASMR to get some sleep, I noticed with one girl, her lips turn my mind wild and triggers highly seductive autopilot. Wordless, pure bodily seduction. Like, orogressing from there. Im more and more about cutting asmr out as it is another distraction.
FRM enables my goals of having an harem of women like breathing. Ongoing women flow has flooded me more then once. Im gonna make this a reality ( or it ratger is; allow it, but having will is so much fun, ive let the ball to much in their court thus leaving it in limbo. Why not just go out and do yo thing? ) its again here, as I write this.
Its fine having a goal and vision of being an hugh hefner like playboy and fucking women on an ongoing basis.
The visions are in waking life and dream life indicating frm is destroying the walls once there.
Edit: thinking about going out the fear is disconnected now. Like im realizing way less impact.
