01-23-2019, 05:08 AM
(01-23-2019, 02:19 AM)Williamx25 Wrote: Third round.
Same settings apply as in my previous log. I’m on Nofap, and sober. I remain sober for the rest of my life anyway. No more drinking and drugs for me. The only thing that I was updet about was the fact that it would be a hassle to listen to the sub with earbuds. I have good quality earbuds especially for this kind of stuff, so now they are kinda useless. I’m forced to listen overnight. I have this weird feeling / placebo-like feeling that listening through iphone stereo speakers isn’t as effective as listening the whole 8 loops through earbuds.
Ah well. I just need to do it. No complaining, I will set my timer and when 8 loops are finished I expect to wake up refresbed from the almost 9 hours of sleep lol. I have pretty high expectations of this upgraded version.
I am confident and positive that I will break free from my stonewall resistance and fears.
DMSI-3.3.1D: day 1 8 loops
Nofap: day 3
I have the feeling regarding the phone speakers as well and most of the time during sleep I have a pillow under one of my ears, so only the other one should be able to hear it, but there's hardly any other way, so let's hope for the best!
479 ENFP-A 
