01-21-2019, 08:13 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-21-2019, 08:16 AM by ncbeareatingman.)
Hi GreenDuck, I dont mind ja asking at all..thank you for the levels of respect you express in my direction.
About A7 and being Alpha. MY father was for 40 years of his 83 yrs on this planet a raging abusive alcoholic( on the weekends) the emotional damage he did,along the way from constant verbal abuse to physical abuse,was to put it mildly devastating. I spent 35 yrs working on healing all this damage and other stuff that didnt have anything to do with him. Which,while IM grateful for the healing/clearing-healer that was heaven sent, Im pissed that I even had to spent 35 yrs of my life on earth having to do so when I could've been pursuring a helluva lot of other things.
I left home at 19,left the region at 20.
he was a complete caveman,idiot,asshole. he';s mentally brillaint,but emotional very fuked up. whew.
at 20 ,I moved 3,000 miles away( no accident) to get out of and away from all the toxic bowl-sheet going on 'in that house'...I was in my ealry 40 before I even knew that I was a natural Alpha Male.
MY Father was sooo fuking wounded and damaged emotionally that he squashed any other male in the home whom he saw as a potential threat. it was an un-believeable nightmare that I never wish on anyone. Hence the un-covering of all that stuff,so that more of who I REALLY AM could come forth,the journey continues.. what I plan to have happen is for Alpha Male 7 to allow me more and more on an on going to be in my full power on a regular,for it to allow more of who I REALLY AM to come forth and express. fearless. powerful grounded and more. I have those things now but I know I Know,there are deeper parts to go and develop.it will also help me 'refine' parts of my already natural alphaness,too!!
Intuitively I Know that A7 will help me on so many levels. without writing a full on book like war & peace:-) thats basically it.
About A7 and being Alpha. MY father was for 40 years of his 83 yrs on this planet a raging abusive alcoholic( on the weekends) the emotional damage he did,along the way from constant verbal abuse to physical abuse,was to put it mildly devastating. I spent 35 yrs working on healing all this damage and other stuff that didnt have anything to do with him. Which,while IM grateful for the healing/clearing-healer that was heaven sent, Im pissed that I even had to spent 35 yrs of my life on earth having to do so when I could've been pursuring a helluva lot of other things.
I left home at 19,left the region at 20.
he was a complete caveman,idiot,asshole. he';s mentally brillaint,but emotional very fuked up. whew.
at 20 ,I moved 3,000 miles away( no accident) to get out of and away from all the toxic bowl-sheet going on 'in that house'...I was in my ealry 40 before I even knew that I was a natural Alpha Male.
MY Father was sooo fuking wounded and damaged emotionally that he squashed any other male in the home whom he saw as a potential threat. it was an un-believeable nightmare that I never wish on anyone. Hence the un-covering of all that stuff,so that more of who I REALLY AM could come forth,the journey continues.. what I plan to have happen is for Alpha Male 7 to allow me more and more on an on going to be in my full power on a regular,for it to allow more of who I REALLY AM to come forth and express. fearless. powerful grounded and more. I have those things now but I know I Know,there are deeper parts to go and develop.it will also help me 'refine' parts of my already natural alphaness,too!!
Intuitively I Know that A7 will help me on so many levels. without writing a full on book like war & peace:-) thats basically it.
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
