Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

I have managed to adjust all of the statements from FRM 4.3. Now I have a few new concepts to add, and then FRM 4.4 should be done. Hopefully I can finish it tomorrow; I should have the whole day to myself to work uninterrupted.

Well, hope this works out well. If this finally solves what I'm struggling with at the moment I would be forever thankful. Granted, I could be already experience TID from it in the fact that I've been getting messages like crazy on my foreign profiles just today.

I have included something that should be specifically helpful for your particular forms of self sabotage.

I appreciate that a lot Shannon. I just don't understand what has been going on with me since FRM has been introduced. Before I used to be able to at least get a little bit of results at the beginning then ever since my subconscious has been playing this "demotivate" game its been consistently using that tactic since it found it worked for whatever reason. Its like I'm just stuck in limbo with no motivation to absolutely do anything at all, especially anything that would actually result in me executing (Going to Philippines/Korea, consistently going to the gym, etc). Its like any ounce of motivation has just been drained out of me.

What's been going on is that resistant fear based part of you is fighting for what it believes is it's very life. Anything to stay alive, anything to win. Anything to maintain the status quo. This means we are getting to the end, and those who are resisting don't have much option left for what they can do to resist. Let's see what FRM 4.4 does.