01-14-2019, 10:31 PM
@Shannon
I have some questions, before I start I was running US/LM and switched to 3.3 when it came out so the thing I had with the girl who I thought could be a LTR turns out she is just 'assessing her options' that ended and we parted ways, not going to lie I was somewhat disappointed as I lost time and energy while she was fucking other guys, yes she indirectly told me and I connected dots, now she was serious but did a complete 180, now for some reason I feel it was going well until I switched to DMSI, not to discredit dmsi as it gave me an experience and or helped me get past some anxiety and blocks that I've been having, now my dilemma is do I carry on.
I just know my mind hates it, I'm not getting IOIs nothing, this girl I found on US/LM I had to go out of my way or it wouldn't have happened, ngl I got more from women on the 4g AOS in regards to IOIs and all the attention, yes I am resisting and I'm still full of fear and have so many insecurities which I am working on, makes me think I have been on the AOSI/DMSI train for soo long I would have gotten so much more out of AM6 which I loved and executed. DMSI has put me off LTRs or even a potential she could be the one for me, I don't want it anymore, I've been pretty hurt but the truths and realisations I've had have put me past the pain and I see it for what it is.
I'm not making progress with women like I want or expect, not got anything to show for since I jumped on the DMSI train now I take responsibility as a 'tester', I think this is it for me, I may be back, I will use other subs as I execute them but this one, I just don't know what's going on anymore, never thought it'd be this hard, if only I could beat my anxiety fears and being in my head so much that I'd go out there and get what I want rather than be the way I am.
I have some questions, before I start I was running US/LM and switched to 3.3 when it came out so the thing I had with the girl who I thought could be a LTR turns out she is just 'assessing her options' that ended and we parted ways, not going to lie I was somewhat disappointed as I lost time and energy while she was fucking other guys, yes she indirectly told me and I connected dots, now she was serious but did a complete 180, now for some reason I feel it was going well until I switched to DMSI, not to discredit dmsi as it gave me an experience and or helped me get past some anxiety and blocks that I've been having, now my dilemma is do I carry on.
I just know my mind hates it, I'm not getting IOIs nothing, this girl I found on US/LM I had to go out of my way or it wouldn't have happened, ngl I got more from women on the 4g AOS in regards to IOIs and all the attention, yes I am resisting and I'm still full of fear and have so many insecurities which I am working on, makes me think I have been on the AOSI/DMSI train for soo long I would have gotten so much more out of AM6 which I loved and executed. DMSI has put me off LTRs or even a potential she could be the one for me, I don't want it anymore, I've been pretty hurt but the truths and realisations I've had have put me past the pain and I see it for what it is.
I'm not making progress with women like I want or expect, not got anything to show for since I jumped on the DMSI train now I take responsibility as a 'tester', I think this is it for me, I may be back, I will use other subs as I execute them but this one, I just don't know what's going on anymore, never thought it'd be this hard, if only I could beat my anxiety fears and being in my head so much that I'd go out there and get what I want rather than be the way I am.
