I can start to feel grounded again. Being relaxed. I can start to feel all that worry and anxiety that I have held in my body and start to release it, little by little. I'm starting to feel less fearful. Less affected by my mothers mood. More myself. Stronger. More confident. A direction in me is growing. This is good.
Previously I beat around the bush around my mother. Now I am once again, as I have been before, just do whatever I want (not in a negative or dominant way, just doing my regular business) without needing to take into account on how it would affect her mood. That's freedom. That's not being afraid of fear. That life for christ sake.
Previously I beat around the bush around my mother. Now I am once again, as I have been before, just do whatever I want (not in a negative or dominant way, just doing my regular business) without needing to take into account on how it would affect her mood. That's freedom. That's not being afraid of fear. That life for christ sake.
