E2 is working on my fears. I am seeing life through a different perspective, a perspective that I didn't see before because my unwillingness to face my fears was blocking it. I'm only scratching the surface, and yet I am realizing that I have been hiding behind illusions and smokescreens, in an almost compulsive manner. As I am feeling my fears, I am opening up to new things and new meanings of life, new challenges, a more real world, which is way more complex than I have thought it is, but also more precious, vulnerable and rewarding. I can more clearly see and understand how other people hide with the compulsive illusions and right now I feel sorry for them, not being on the path of tasting a truer essence of life, but staying put in the comfortable world of self delusion.
(I am thinking "wtf am I really writing this kind of things" when writing this. I didn't know I had the capacity for this. I always have been subconsciously thinking that deep thinking and living a real life was for other people, not for me)
This quote you Jung Ian true on many levels:
People will do anything, no matter how absurd, to avoid facing their own souls.
Carl Jung
(I am thinking "wtf am I really writing this kind of things" when writing this. I didn't know I had the capacity for this. I always have been subconsciously thinking that deep thinking and living a real life was for other people, not for me)
This quote you Jung Ian true on many levels:
People will do anything, no matter how absurd, to avoid facing their own souls.
Carl Jung
